To Be Honest

Short Story #9

I'm the girl that talks others out of suicide but has a hard time talking herself out. The girl who tells her bestfriend not to cut but can't seem to find the resistance not to refrain from cutting herself. I'm the girl that sits in the front of the class, volunteers first, only to go home to feel like I am ranked below the lowest. I'm the girl that'll tell you that you should believe you're beautiful but doesn't believe she has an inch of beauty on her body. The girl who takes "love" from anybody because she doesn't know what it feels like to be loved.