If You Ever Read This

Now This

By this time we're dating or you've disowned me, or neither. If it's the second one tell me, I'll clear the book and I'll never even think about you again, and for the love of god stop reading now if you have disowned me.

Today you came up to me and told me you were thinking about dating me, I assume it was because Bec told you to think about it but whatever, my heart stopped when you said it, but it started racing as you walked away, and I started to feel tears, hot and cold, sad and happy, pour from my eyes.

I was crying.

And I don't know why...
But I'm glad I cried. Glad I care about something enough to cry after... The funeral...

So even if we never speak again,

Even if I bleed out on the floor as you read this,

Know I am eternally grateful for those tears, and everything they have proven,

That I am human.

I am human.