~Jordan's pov~
I woke up in someone else's bed and lowkey freaked but realised nothing happened. I shook chase and told him to get the fuck up and walked downstairs smoothing down my hair and saw jade, Blake and Caleb downstairs putting down pancakes and knifes and forks on the table. I found it cute they were cooking considering this is chases house, I turned around seeing chase scratching the back of his head running down the stairs. We all sat down on the table.
After we all ate together with chases mum who is so sweet I drove jade home, waited for her to get ready and then we raced to my house because miss perfect didn't want to be late, I rushed into my room brushed my teeth, washed my face and put my contacts in, threw some mascara and concealer on, hey just because I'm late doesn't mean I have to look like a hobo. I quickly got changed into some nike tracksuit bottoms and a tank top and threw my ratty hair in a bun I realised I left my door wide open when my dad walked in while I was tying my hair up. "why didn't you come home last night Jordan" my dad asked trying to act all manly.
"I slept round my friends" I said whilst putting my shoes on.
"next time you want to sleep around your friends house ask me first" "whatever I'm late for school" grabbing my phone of charge and pushing past him "
"you're going to school like that" he said in a disgusted tone
"like what "I replied venomously, i grabbed my leather jacket and ran down the stairs and he followed me out the down shouting stop walking away from me and were not finished talking or whatever. I ran into the car and looked back he was standing leaning against the door.
"What going on" jade asked
"Nothing"
I'm still not used to how hot it is here, normally I'd be cold in the leather jacket yet I feel so hot in it and need to take it off.
We walked into school and went to my locker to get my books i stuffed my jacket inside. We started walking to first period when a huge crowd was blocking our way I pushed my way to the front and saw 2 guys fighting one was an obvious jock and the other I looked at his face and nearly choked on the air.
No I'm dreaming. I ran away from the crowd and straight to the smoking area.
I started panicking, I couldn't breathe.
Does he now I've moved here?
Is it too late to change schools? Has he already seen me?
what do I do, avoid him, walk over to him and beat the shit out of him rip his balls off that's what I should do. Yeah he fucking cheated on me then left me in so much shit.
I pulled out a cigarette from my bag and lit it up. I calmed myself down, seeing him brought back so many memories, things I didn't want to remember. A couple seconds later jade and chase popped round the corner.
"Hey you okay I just saw you run off"
"Yea I'm good" I lied.
"Hey you should stop smoking" she walked over to me hugged me and took the half finished cigarette of me.
We walked to our next lesson.
I took a picture of my timetable earlier on so I pulled it up and saw I had music. I sat next to jade we were sitting near the exit and waited for the teacher to start the lesson.
"I'm under the impression we have a new student joining us today" his eyes scanned the room and stopped at me.
"Jordon, I'm Mr Taylor I hope you enjoy it here so do you play any instruments, or sing"
"yea"
"Great up on your feet what are you going to sing for us"
"Nothing"
"Don't be shy come on"
"I'm not shy I'm just not singing"
Chase and Caleb started saying Jordan and then the whole class was chanting my name and then jade was pushing me out of my chair.
"Fine I'll sing, FINE I'll sing" I shouted over everyone.
He asked me what I was going to sing and I thought for a second
(Song above)
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
