Two years ago, he finally reached out to us. He told us something he hated about himself and how bad he felt because he couldn't go to Digifest Toronto. He told us that he never opens up to people because he's been hurt so many times. Everyone started asking questions, and I have the answers. Someone dmed him that night and he told her why he couldn't go. His fandom wasn't big enough, he didn't have enough fans. He also didn't have enough money and scheduling was an issue. He covered it all up, he tweeted that he had another thing going on and that's why he couldn't go. This was the begining of his fall, but who's going to be here to catch him when he does?