A story about how I fell in love with my best friend. The story leads on to how the relationship was developed and the time we've spent together it won't be compleatly finished till either he dies or leaves me or I give up on this app
I have decided i want to change the way the book is being written so instead of directed twords him I'll be just using my perspective as if im talking to the reader.
Also, I haven't been able to finish or work on the book do to being in the middle of moving so thanks for your patients. _________________________________
Koby. He's my everything. But he's just a guy, how can someone mean so much and be so special to me? How does he do it? He's so amazing in every way I love his smile I love his laugh I love his beautiful blue eyes and the way he looks at me. Just like he can see my heart and my feelings and everything threw them. I love how goofy he is how happy he is I love when he walks in the classroom and giggls when he sees me and can't hold back a smile. I love when I lay on him and stare into his eyes and he slowly starts to smile then I ask what and he says nothing he just loves me.
It was a Monday July 3rd around 11 am when I told him how I felt after laying in embarrassment for his needed time, he asked "what do you want to do about it?" I told him i don't know. We spent the rest of the day more quiet the usual on our phones. I kept thinking about the grape fight we had the day before and it consisted of him riding a bike and me chasing him pelting him with grapes he got off and tried to run after me but I kept hitting him so we ran around the yard him screaming cause I was throwing pretty hard. He eventually gave up and fell to the ground then started throwing some at me and he hit me like twice. I broke the silence asking if we could hangout with annica and he had me text her. We were meeting up with her to go to the creek. The creek was about a mile and a half from kobys so it was a long walk the hole time I was infront and he was like 50 feet back talking to her and messing with her I was just a little jealous... Ok alot but he wasn't mine.. yet.
We get to the creek and the water is cold and deep it was almost 100 out so we didn't really care we got in and I was about knee deep and look over and Koby was all in and flopping around like a otter who hasn't been in water in over a year he was screaming and making weird faces cause it was to cold on his man parts. Soon me and annica were about belly button deep and still contemplating if we should get our hair wet I said screw it and threw my shirt off and jumped in the shirt ended up getting soaked anyway. It was freaking cold annica was about half way in then I made her go under I look back and Koby is half way down stream floating away.
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After about an hour or so we head back and we decided we don't wanna walk that far it was already 9 and annica needed back by 930 but we were about an hour walk away so we called his dad. He brought a truck and we got in the bed. The hole time we were joking and smiling and we dropped her off and I couldn't help but stare at Koby he had a old black hat on backward no shirt and dicky shorts with vans the sun was shining on his face making his smile shine even brighter. Hes such a happy and fun guy I love the little wild side he has in him. We got to the house and sat on his porch for a wile and talked not much was said untill dark he asked when I had to leave and I called my dad. He was out drinking with some family and wouldn't get me till one am. So we talked. About 11 I started getting really nervous and really wanted to be with him. But ive been hurt so many times before lied to and cheated on. I was so scared to fall in love that I started crying I wanted him to be mine so bad that night I couldn't take it. He asked what was wrong and after hesitation told him the truth. I wanted him badly. He said I had to do something about it and I told him that's the problem. Im scared he asked of what and I said you. Im scared of you. What if he doesn't want me what if he leaves me or doesn't like me that much anymore what if we don't get along what if. Then he looked at me and promised he wasn't like the rest he told me he really cares about me and sometimes even needs me he said I shouldn't be scared. But I sat there scilent for about 30 minutes just thinking he broke the silence. "Why are you crying I told you I won't hurt you " I told him my story about how guys have played me and tried to use me for my body and he told me how he wasnt like that we were scilent again. I told him I was about to make my decision. I told him I needed him and I wanted him badly I was shaking and now bawling I was so scared to loose him and I didn't even have him. He sat next to me but his arm on me and I started to cry harder he looked at me " you don't need to cry. I know your scared and guys have hurt you before if you don't want to do this you don't have to it's going to be ok" then I said "bu-ut I d-o wa-want to.." stuttering from crying so hard I managed to get it out and then I calmed down. He said "you know girls are like toilets.. don't take this the wrong way." I laughed and was kinda confused but just looked at him "guys come along and use them and shit all over them but never clean up their mess they just leave it for the next guy to try and fix it" he said "your that toilet and im the guy that has to deal with the shit left behind" I laughed at that and apologized for being so emotional. At midnight exactly I asked him to be with me he said yes. I was sitting there so happy to have him and we really didn't talk much I told him he's the first guy I've ever asked out and the first to cry over before we got together. We didn't talk much after just listened to music I was shivering so he got me his racing hoodie and a blanket he was really tiered so he tried to sleep in the blanket then I stole it hoping he'd come sit under it with me. He didn't. We kept talking till I had to leave then I left at one am.
