Knowing Real Love

Chapter 3: beautiful beginning

He's a work of art not the kind that you'd go see in a gallery but the kind that someone has made and no one has seen. The art that would put the rest to shame so easily. I get distracted by his looks when im staring into his eyes I can dream for days till he shakes me awake.

It was the 5th. I decided I wanted to see him and he invited me over it was weird at first cause we were still like friends we just talked about how we felt when I told him i liked him. We didn't actually do anything but sit on our phones avoiding conversation till he suggested we go inside. We went in an just laid on the bed and talked. It was a twin and we managed to lay about a foot apart I was scared to be close to him cause before the 3rd he's never touched me. I'm kinda weird about guys touching me I don't know why. We laid there and talked and I tried to feel more comfortable and got a little closer I instantly felt adrenaline rush threw me. My feet curled up and my stomach tensed up. He turned on his side I felt my face get red he just looked at me he went to put his arm over my stomach but he knew how I didn't really like touching. I was fine with it and wanted him to so I didn't say anything he didn't do it I was kinda upset. I laid there a wile after he shut his eyes and I started to feel tiered I rolled over to my left side and he was on my the right of me facing me I look over and I see a cold white wall I was so close I felt the coolness rushing off of it I was forced closer to him I told him to put his arm around me cause we both wanted it. He just laid it on me stiffer then a board. "Well this is boring I thought" and scooted closer first thing to touch him was my butt on accident he scooted closer and moved himself from my butt. My face was so red I was so excited to be cuddling with him. He finally put his arm around my stomach and we fell asleep I ended up completely against his body and I was really warm next to him I had to shimmy myself to get comfortable and I accidentally kept putting my butt all over him I didn't want him to get uncomfortable it's not my fault I'm "90% butt." So he says now.

It was the 7th the first day he ever came over. All day it felt like, I was waiting there excited to go get him it was around 10 a.m. and I woke up really early cleaned my room and freshened up. I was staying in my parents bedroom at the time cause before school ended a lot went down with my parents and my mom destroyed my room my dad was in a separate room and my room got trashed. I stayed on the couch a wile about a month. Then the 4th of July I came home my mom wanted to stay on the couch so she gave me her room. After I got a shower and drenched myself in perfume I put on some tights and a over sized band tee and walked out the door with a smile. I rushed my dad just to pull out of the drive and I was checking my makeup. Wow my face is clearing up still some scares and dark marks.. hope I look okay.. I put on some more mascara and flipped the mirror back up in the front seat I sat eagerly waiting to get to his house it was only a 7 minute drive. We pull up and I see him on his back pouch with a cute grin on his face he was wearing Dickey's, a system of a down shirt, a black FOX hat, backwards of course and old worn-out vans. He was staying the night. We were both really surprised he could. My parents told us not to sleep in the same bed then my mom waked in and said we can just leave the door open. We really didn't do anything at all that day cause it was 95 out and we don't like heat. We just laid there and watched Netflix all day and cuddled around 9 he made a move. A very fast one but I wouldn't have done it. He was laying on the right side of the queen sized bed and I was of course on the left. Laying down he was on my left. I rolled over to talk to him and then rolled on my back. I sat there quiet for a wile then BOOM. As quick as lighting he kissed me I was shocked it was so spontaneous and I didn't know how to react. I just blushed and sad "that was spontaneous" still kinda shocked I looked at him and couldn't stop smiling and laughing. He said sorry and thought he ruined the first kiss. Well he didn't I asked to try it again and we both leaned in. And OH MY GAWD his lips are SO soft he's a FANTASTIC kisser and even though it didn't last to long I got chills I seen flying colors with my eyes CLOSED I opened them and felt my self about to drool. My lips were tingling and my palms were sweaty. I looked at him and felt the stupid look on my face time slows as he leaned in again. We kissed again. And again. Three times. I felt a electric wave go threw my bones then a chill up my spine my lips relaxed on his as my hole body tensed in his hands. I felt his lips leaving mine and I felt like I woke up from a deep sleep. My eye lids were heavy my body stiff and feeling like I've been asleep for days. As we slowly pull apart I open my eyes and I see him smiling and then I see his teeth. He starts to wiggly in place then he giggles. It's a cute sweet sound to hear him giggling. He was so happy and I was so hot. Literally I was sweating my face was red and my palms were drenched I didn't realize how worked up I got. I studied the feeling of his lips on mine and no one else has ever made me feel like that I felt all the passion I've ever craved I felt the loved I've always desired. I got the kiss I've always wanted. After about 50 more kisses, some crying from joy, and some laughter we went to sleep. We were cuddling and it was the best feeling ever. I was on my right side and he was too he had his arm around me and his head right behind me. He fell asleep before me he was out like a light and softly snoring it made me smile and feel so comfortable I soon fell asleep after him. I kept waking up and just looking at this masterpiece laying in my bed then I'd fall asleep holding him. In the morning I woke up before him and just laid there for a wile then fell back to sleep. We woke up at the same time and just talked a wile. I jumped up and said "hey do you want waffles??" He answers with yes then I quickly jumped up to make them. We both had 6 waffles the we just laid and cuddled the rest of the day. I was messing around and biting his face and laughing a lot he was ticking me and kissing me and before he left he kept farting so I jumped on him and yelled at him for making my room stink. He went home soon after that. I missed him I almost cried a few times my bed smelt like him omg I loved it. I seen him again at my house a few days later he stayed the night again and we did the same thing we did the last time cuddled and watched movies he's such a sweet boy telling me how amazing I am and holding me gently kissing me and saying how happy he is to be with me. He'd kiss me on the cheek evey 5 minutes and then he did a cute little giggle and softly laid his head on the pillow behind me and ran his thumb up and down the back of my hand.

It was the 17th the first day of band camp, hot early and miserable we did basics block for what felt like hours, 9 to 9 all day long our first lunch break was at 12 it lasted an hour. It was the first day me and Koby were together in public still kinda new to the relationship but it was obvious we were together. Not many people said anything but a few were shocked some were expecting it saying we belong together. Face it we kinda do. We didn't really hug or hold hands a lot cause I was still nervous to be with him. Our lunch break was interesting he sat with his friends and I sat near him and I ate lunch he didn't bring food so I gave him my sandwich and some chips. We walk and I watched him goof off with the percussion and Brandon. He's so weird we ran around making fun of Jessup and being loud. That's my baby loud and weird some girl named Josy liked him. I dint mind her as a person but font like her as another female. Before we got together him and Jessup were talking about her birthday party and how she was gonna be with some girls and she wanted him to come he said he might go and bang her then hookup with her then the next day we got together. They never spoke but he always tried to make her laugh my pissing me off both ways worked i got pissed and would yell at him and he would make her laugh. She always stared at him and I knew she liked him. Dinner came and we had hot dogs and hamburgers I sat on the bench with Koby then Brandon sat down he's a bigger guy so I kinda got forced off the bench. I ate on the ground then Brandon broke Kobys phone by sitting on his lap. We didn't talk that much. The next day at lunch we talked the hole time then at dinner. Thursday came and he decided to leave with our friend cheeno he's a good driver when he wants to be... He gets in the car with him and it's him Jessup and Brandon in a older Ford mustang with 2 doors they are going 80 down 725 and cheeno the driver pulls out a Rubric cube and solves it wile driving. A international semi is coming at then and cheeno isn't on his side of the road Koby has to grab the wheel and put them back in the right side almost going into a corn field. I didn't know about this till he got back and I flipped shit saying he isn't aloud to drive with him unless I'm in the car. So the next day cheeno wants to go to Wendy's he orders 23 vanilla and 24 chocolate small milkshakes his total was like $48.08 and I had to count out 47 spoons and a hand full of napkins I'm in the back with Jessup and Koby is in shotgun the ride back was hell we all were holding 3 cup holders with 4 in them some had 5 and Jessup was holding 5 cupholders Koby ate two on the way to the school and I had one he ate three more once we got there. Everyone was freaking out that we got 47 milkshakes half the people didn't want one.