Jaide's POV
Trevor and I spent the night in the bathtub. Nothing bad happened. We didn't even kiss anymore.
I felt terrible. I shouldn't have done that. I don't even like him like that.
I woke up and crawled out of the tub, without waking Trevor.
I went to the room and Grace was sitting on her phone. She looked up and scowled. She turned her back to me.
I sat down in front of her. "Grace please listen to me! I'm so sorry. I don't even like him. I was just grieving. I wouldn't do that to you!"
"I know. I still don't like it though."
"I know. I'm so sorry. I swear, I don't like him."
"Jaide," Trevor came up to me. "We need to talk."
I wonder how much of that he heard. We walked outside the room and sat on the couch in the hall.
"I'm sorry, Trevor. I don't like you more than a friend."
"I know. I just want to be friends."
I smiled at him. "Friends." I said as we hugged.
"I actually need to talk to you about something else." Trevor said
"Yeah?"
"I really like Grace. And I was stupid to say that to her. Now she doesn't like me and I don't know what to do."
"Yes she does! Go for it!"
"Seriously?!"
"Yes! But why did you do that to her anyway?"
"I didn't want to like her. I didn't want to have feelings for anyone."
"Now you're stuck with them." I said. I felt the same way.
We walked in and Trevor asked Grace to take a walk.
I sat in the room and just stated at everyone. Everyone was in a relationship, but me and it sucks to see them all... You know.
I can't do this. I miss Sam to much to be here. And I don't want to spend my only time in London feeling terrible.
Sophie came and sat down next to me. "What are you thinking?"
"I'm thinking that I want to go home."
"I understand. I'll be home in a couple days."
"Thanks. It sucks that my first time in London is being wasted."
"You and I can come back soon. And we'll have the best time ever."
I hugged her and thanked her. I went to pack.
I was done quickly because I had beer actually unpacked. I said bye and left the hotel.
I stood outside and tried to call a cab. I was failing miserably.
"Do you need help?" Sam came up next to me.
"No. Go away." Tears were forming in my eyes, I could tell his was too.
"Jaide. Talk to me please. I love you!"
"No Sam! No you don't! If you loved me you wouldn't have cheated!"
"I can't explain why I did that. I can't even explain it to myself! But I do love you! I promise I do!"
A cab pulled up next to me, "You've broke to many promises."
I hopped into the cab and told the driver to go.
I sneaked a peak back at Sam, he was looking at me. Crying.
I started to cry too. And I don't think I'm going to stop.
