The Gray Scarf

Suicide

And I did. It was too late when the doctor came .

Niall's POV :
My legs were fine and I recovered faster than I thought.I was there when her grandpa took his last breath. I was the only male in the room alive after the doctor left , so I had to close his eyes and cover his face with the bright, white sheet. Essence started screaming and saying " no, no this can't happen!!"
And I tried to calm her down by patting her back. "No, you were the only thing that is left for me. Why? It was not your time."she said while kissing her grandpa's forehead and resting her head on his stomach while holding his right hand. I felt so sorry for her and I was just crying and my face got red and I couldn't even speak. Then, Essence exited the room , grabbed a black plastic bag and went to the bathroom while crying. I was furious and worried at the same time. I went in front of the bathroom and before I knocked I heard a pulling of a gun's trigger, I panicked and all of the sudden , I saw myself opening the door and there she was , Essence holding a black gun next to her head.
"Essence, what are you doing? Put it down!"I said.
"The last thing I was living for was him, now that he went , there is nothing to live for."
"Yes , there is"
" Who was supposed to walk me down the aisle with the husband I want? Who was going to kiss me goodbye?who?it was all because of him. I knew it !"she said while pulling the trigger.
"Essence darling, killing yourself is not an option!put it down ! Please!!!"I said, while moving slowly towards her. Suddenly I tried to take the gun away from her and the bullet went in the bathroom tile. I pulled her in my arms to comfort her.

Essence's POV :

I felt my whole world fell apart. I wanted to sleep and never come back. Niall pulled away the gun and pulled me in his arms . I felt so safe and wished it would be like that forever . Could it be love! What do I know about love? I am just a 20 year old who married a person she doesn't like. I tried , but I couldn't stay with him anymore . I saw Niall's worried face and his tears fell on my scarf. Then I couldn't move. My body was scared and worried , frustrated and angry . Niall picked me up and placed me on his bed in his room , landed his head on my stomach and started crying.