soonhoon oneshots

jealousy

|gonna bit angsty lol bc of what hAppEneD recently if u went thru twit and followed people that shipped soonhoon / howoo

I couldn't stop myself from publishing this is definitely the soonhoon era, even the seventeen knows about howoo its amajing(^: i love boyfriends|

seventeen recently had a comeback.

soonyoung was really happy about the duet he had with jihoon, the man he had a crush on eversince they started training together. they went through ups and downs together.
they were really close in the past, as in like, really really close. they would walk to school everyday together, practice together, have lunch together and just spend a lot of time together.

jihoon was a very reserved and introverted person, but soonyoung became his friend really quickly. jihoon found the other hilarious and interesting, that was one of the reason why he liked spending time with the other.

soonyoung, who was very fond of jihoon, always watched after him. he found the younger really cute and interesting, too. jihoon can get really weird at times when he's  with soonyoung back when they were still trainees.

but now, they were quite awkward after debut. it wasn't that bad at first. but because they were separated into units, they couldn't really interact often.
soonyoung realised jihoon became a little touchy overtime, but just a little. maybe a little playful smack on the butt occasionally, but he had never really done it to soonyoung.
because of that, soonyoung wanted to make him jealous. he starts getting close to other members but the younger wasn't really affected by it.

after a while, soonyoung thought that he shouldn't keep thinking about his feelings towards the younger. and the only way to do so was to stray away from the other, he slowly did so.

it has been quite a while, everytime they talked, they would feel a little awkward when sitting next to each other.

they didn't interact much until they started preparing for their comeback with their new album, 'teen, age'. soonyoung was really satisfied with their new album. they had well made songs and also good choreography.

when preparing for the comeback, soonyoung spent a lot of time with jihoon. he suddenly had the familiar feeling towards the younger, again. the younger was really close to him this time. 'maybe it won't be that bad?' he thought.

he was really playful with jihoon and they went out together a few times, he felt so happy.

what he was so happy about was, the younger was even interacting with him openly during fansigns and in front of the camera. they would even glance at each other at times.

then, there was a fansign. they interacted a lot at that time, they made hearts shapes for the fans together as 'howoo', the name that their fans gave them. he felt ecstatic eventhough they did seem a little awkward, they haven't been so close in such a long time anyway.

soonyoung looked at the younger beside him and thought that he should make a move, the fans would love to see it anyway. he curved his hand a put it in front of both of them, signalling the other to make a heart with him.

jihoon sees what the older was doing, but he did a small finger heart instead. he then did the heart that soonyoung wanted to do with him. soonyoung looks at the crowd for a split second before looking back at the younger adoringly for awhile before the other looked back at him.

soonyoung didn't want to make it awkward, the fact that jihoon kind of caught him staring was kind of embarrassing. he couldn't show it, though. so did a quick move an curved his arm inward at the top of his head to make a heart with the younger.

soonyoung just smiles, he couldn't stop himself from smiling. he suddenly loved the moment so much.

after all that, they continued talking to fans and answering their questions.

a staff then told seungcheol, the leader of the group, to tie the ribbon of a hat to jihoons head. seungcheol had always been close to jihoon, soonyoung has always been jealous of how much they interacted. he didn't like it.

he looked at how jihoon was smiling the whole time when seungcheol was attempting to tie the ribbon for him. soonyoung looked at both of them, he felt upset.

'when will jihoon start interacting with me like this? when will he openly do skinship with me in front of all of these cameras? when will jihoon ever enjoy being in my arms?'

he had lots of questions on his mind, he didn't know how to think. but, he couldn't do anything about it. he didn't want to think about it anymore so he turned his attention to the fans. he posed for them, and smiled to hide the pain he felt.

he could feel loads of weight stacked on his chest. but, he couldn't stop it.

|i just had to write about what happened lol it was sHooKeNIngdth|