*Flashbacks*
I was sitting in my room trying to fix the locks so I can put them on my door , I stole the money from this girl from school she never noticed so I decided to go to Kmart and buy 3 locks for my door. I'm so happy I made it in before my mom because she would kill me if she found out I was anywhere but home and school . I started to pound the nails into my door to hook the locks and I started to hear a mans voice downstairs so I started to panic . My dad was home " DAMMIT" I screamed out in frustration I couldn't put the locks on fast enough I heard his footsteps coming up the stairs I began to shake. Everything was fine until I became a teenager I am now 14 my dad was my hero until I got into the 9th grade . Puberty hit me , he began to look at me in this weird way and do slick things like touch me in inappropriate ways but I never thought anything of it because he is my father , but then it got worse he used to sneak in my room and lick up my legs when I'm sleeping , Rub his private part up my leg I tried to pretend sleep until it was over but I never could I used to wake up and threatened to tell my mom when I told him to stop he would get aggressive with me my hero slowly turned into my worst nightmare. " princess you home?" I tried to stay as quiet as I could I was freaking out I ran into the closet hoping and praying my mom would come home. My mom never knew of the things that go on behind closed doors because she was a workaholic and she also was very sick , my mom took many many medications that would have her sleep hard through the night she couldn't even hear the world ending if she wanted too. My train of thought was messed up when he opened my door. " I know you in here baby I see your shoes near the bed" he slowly checked my room. " I been thinking about you all day at work , you know daddy wanna see if you kept your pretty little pearl tight for daddy" I scrunched my face at his comment I was lost but also terrified I knew today was going to be different than any other day. I started to back up into the closet then *BOOM* my shelf came falling down on me. My dad came to the closet door and opened it and smiled a weird smile , it wasn't just any smile it was a smile that was as evil as the devil something I knew was not good for me at all. " you tried to hide from me huh babygirl" he said picking me up by my neck throwing me on the bed. "Dad please no dad I'm sorry I'm sorry!" I pleaded he didn't listen he ripped off my shorts and my underwear and tried his best to ram himself in me. I was using all my strength to kick and turn and twist so he wouldn't do this to me his own daughter. I was successful until he hit me in the face with his fist I instantly stopped moving. That was his chance to take advantage of me I laid there scared, helpless, and disgusted as my father the man who birthed me raped his own daughter. I shed a tear .I knew this day this tragedy would change my life forever. Until I heard a door shut I heard my mom beautiful tired voice echoeing through the hallway.
"Hellooooo I'm home" she began to walk up the stairs it seemed like forever every step felt like eternity as the man known as my father still raping me I seen my mother come down the hall. She seen me her eyes got big she ran full force at my father. " RICO WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING TO MY DAUGHTER" she began to beat him with all her force . " BABE STOP HITTING ME She forced me she made me do it she is my daughter I would never she said if I didn't she'll kill me she took my gun look on the side of the bed"
I began to cry he had this all planned he was brainwashing my mom to believe that me her one and only daughter she birthed blackmailed her father to have sex with her. "look at me look in my eyes she's lying to you our daughter our daughter is nothing but trouble" My mom looked my father in his eyes she tried to see if the truth was there she began to look at me with watery eyes. " Is that true alondra" she walked to me . "Mom I ...." she interrupted me her eyes wondered around my room finally seeing the gun I didn't even know was there she looked back at my father and yelled out in frustration and hurt throwing my computer chair across the room , she looked at me I can see the guilt in her eyes she asked me again this time louder than the first " I SAID IS IT TRUE ALONDRA !!" I shook my head no I ran to my mom and hugged her tight " No mommy I swear I swear I didn't mommy he raped me mommy I swear I'm scared Mom you have to believe me you have to believe me I swear I'm not lieing daddy did this to me he hit me mommy look at my eye , I'm hurting Mommy he hurt me you can't believe him he's lieing." I said in one breath rambling on and on as my dad tried to convince my mom to believe him. I officially hated my father I hated Rico I wanted him to die I couldn't believe my own father. I was shaking holding her as tight as I can. My mom kissed my head and rubbed my hair I knew she would believe me. She finally told my dad to shutup telling him she wanted a divorce and nothing to do with him , I Finally seen some good coming out of this day ,I now had to deal with forever, until she went in the closet and grab a suitcase she looked at me I looked back confused " get out" she said in a whisper. I began to cry " m-m-m-Mom I'm only 14 where am I supposed to go mommy mommy please you don't believe me?" She didn't say a word she just turned around with the man I now see as the devil I cried loud as I packed my bag and suitcase now closing the door that was once my room and began to walk downstairs ,my mom was fast asleep on the couch , she had bags under her eyes ,a glass of wine, and her pills layed out on the table and the devil had the door wide open for me . He was just smiling , smiling like he just won a million bucks ,I began to walk out the door before I could walk all the way through he grabbed my arm . " have a nice life thanks for the pussy slut." I was hurt very hurt , I was dragging my suitcase down the long street , ready to make a turn not looking which way I was going I seen headlights I couldn't move fast enough it was all over I couldn't even say a word then it happened.....
*BOOM*
I woke up in a sweat , I haven't thought about the last day seeing my parents in so long since I was 16 living in a shelter , I went to the bathroom to take my depression medicine and sat on my bed I need to talk to someone who understood me which was robert , Robert was also molested by his father I called hearing it ring .
* ring * * ring* he answered on the second ring
" Hello ?"
