Medicine

boy

slick black hair

weird and unlovable

everyone won't like him

because he's not like them

he can be like them

he tries

i try

i try to have feelings

but to love is a mistake

but to hate is much worse

i will try

to make him care

we may be awkward as hell together

because we didn't want to be together

after that I kinda like you

like a lot

paired together in almost every class

a weird emotion

i hate the idea of loving him

but i dont love until i learn to like

i like him

but it's not love

not yet