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Young Forever

//Forever Young//
-Lyrics Inspired-
<ARMY POV>
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The curtain falls and I'm out of breath.
I get mixed feelings as I breathe out.

I see you standing on the stage from far.
From where I was sitting, I could barely see your face but it was still a dream come true to finally be at your concert.
I shout your name at the top of my lungs, screaming the fan chants and waving my light stick.
I looked at you on the screen and I smiled to myself.
You look as perfect as ever.

I'm happy with who I've become.
I've found someone that makes me smile every day.
Looking around the concert hall, I see more than a thousand people all screaming with joy for you.
I feel so happy that there are so many people that love you just like I do.

The concert ended.
Everyone hurried out of the venue hoping to catch a glimpse of you leaving.

Only I didn't move, I just continued sitting in my seat staring at the empty stage.
It seemed to be calling out for me.

I managed to make my way down the steps through the crowd.
I stood in front of the empty stage and I stared at it.

Still excited from your performance, I smiled.
But then my smile disappeared and tears welled up my eyes.
My vision was suddenly all blurry.
I closed my eyes and tears rolled down my cheeks.

I imagined myself standing in the middle of the hot and empty stage then I pictured the crowded concert hall in your point of view.

All I saw was a sea of light.
I couldn't even tell where I was sitting during the concert.

I opened my eyes and I collapsed on the ground.
I suddenly feel so afraid.
The same feeling was back.

These mixed feelings have my life on the line.
I keep forgetting that you'd never notice my individual.
I see you as an individual but you know me as your "fan".

This isn't the first time, I try to get used to this feeling every time but I can't.
I pretend I'm fine, I try to hide it but I just can't do it.
The light goes off and the stage cools down.

I went back up the steps of the concert hall, picked an empty seat and sat down.

I looked around the concert hall again, the only difference this time was that it was all empty.
A sudden thought went past my mind.

I thought of how great it would be if I was your only fan, all your attention would be on me.
Then I shooked my head, I told myself, how shameless.

I tried to comfort myself, this world can't be perfect.
I need to accept the fact that I will never have you.
I start to let all my emotions go.

The thundering applause and the fan chants, it will someday end, I know there will someday be your last concert.
Even if I know this won't last forever, I still won't stop raising my voice to cheer for you.
I'd clap till my hands become red and I'd scream your name till I lose my voice.

I want it to stay like this forever.
My heart is so lost in this maze, where's the way out?
It's hurting so much, I want this to stop.

Even if I fall and hurt myself, I still get up and run towards you, my dream.
But you never seem any closer to me.
Instead, you're getting further and further away from me as your popularity grows.
I believe that I can one day reach you.

I just need more youth in my life...
How I wish I could be forever young.