I like it

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//I like it- Namjoon Imagine//
-Lyrics Inspired-
<Author POV>
This song only speaks from the guy's POV but what about how the girl thinks?
Let's see it from the girl's POV too shall we?
Namjoon POV = Relate to the song lyrics

<Namjoon POV>
It's been a year since we broke up.
Seeing you uploading pictures of yourself on social media, living perfectly well without me.
Those guys that like your pictures and comments like,

"Let's meet up and play. "
"Why are you so pretty"

Hey, who are they?
Oh shit, I accidentally clicked like, so now you know I still see your posts.
Oh, I forgot I'm not your boyfriend anymore so why do I care about all these?
Everyday I hold onto my phone naturally pressing your number on the dail pad thinking about the times we talked overnight through the phone.
Having a hard time.
Should I call?
Should I send you a text telling you I miss you?
No, you wouldn't care.
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<Reader POV>
It's been a year since we broke up.
I upload pictures to my social media knowing you see them trying to make you think I'm living life perfectly without you.
All the guys in my social media liking and commenting, none like me for who I am, only for what I have. Unlike you.
Oh, wait a minute you are not even my boyfriend anymore, why do I even still care about you? Maybe I should just date one of them.
Everyday I'm holding onto my phone hoping and waiting for your call.
Even just a text will do.
Thinking to myself, how I miss the times we talked overnight through the phone.
Why can't you call?
You don't know how much I care and how much it will mean to me.
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<Namjoon POV>
You're not even mine anymore, but why do I still feel like you're slowing getting taken away from me?
You're doing so well without me.
All the parties you go to enjoying yourself when I'm alone thinking about you.
Stop partying so hard, I don't want to see it.
I swallow the curses that rose up my throat. Again today I clicked like.
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<Reader POV>
I'm not yours anymore, but why do I feel like we haven't actually given up on each other?
I go to parties to hide my pain and sorrow. To stop myself from thinking about you so much.
Oh, you clicked like again? Seems like you're fine with how much I party with other guys.
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<Namjoon POV>
After we broke up you seem to look better, brighter and happier.
So annoyingly better than how you look when dating me.
I don't want to be like a fool, I know it's over but I just can't seem to stop thinking about you.
I stopped looking at your profile, but nothing can stop affinity.
My friend clicked like on your picture and again I see how happy you look. This time with your new boyfriend.
Should I click like? Should I? No, I decided I shouldn't.
Through this photo though, I'm slowing backspacing into our good memories.
It's over. Everything will remain a memory. But why am I still stopped in those happy times?
Do you still think of me like I do?
Do you?
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<Reader POV>
After we broke up I make myself look as good as possible.
You may think I don't look as good when I was dating you.
But it's because I feel comfortable with you. Knowing I don't have to look my best and be my uncomfortable self.
I don't see your likes anymore nowadays.
I take a step back. Slowly backspacing into our memories. It has all stopped. It's time for me to move on.
I got a new boyfriend.
But he just doesn't make me feel how u make me feel protected.
I'm unsure.
Do you even still think of me?
Do you?
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<Namjoon POV>
Awhile later I got curious about how you are again.
I clicked on your profile and see the likes are shining.
You who is living well with him isn't even thinking about me so why am I?
I pity myself. All I can do is touch your face through a screen and leave. What am I doing?
I could take the initiative to call you. But if I do, am I still a man? I guess I shouldn't ruin your happiness.
Even so I still miss you so much.
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<Reader POV>
Why have you changed your profile to private?
I want to see how you're doing as well.
Since you can, I can too, I should just block you. But that way, we will lose even this small connection between us.
What made you think I'm not thinking about you when I am doing so everyday...
I broke up with him. I didn't post it on social media because I didn't want you to think I was stupid. He was just after lust. Not my heart. Just take the initiative once more please.
I miss you so much Namjoon.

Youtube video lyrics - https://youtu.be/KGGx2KdN1UE

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⏰ Last updated: May 11, 2018 ⏰

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