Too close

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Like two young ducklings,

clumsy at our best;

we linger around

each other,

never finding our nest

where we could eventually

lay down,

some place which could

potentially put an end

to our juvenile restlessness.



Complaining in our hearts

when we are way too far;

trying to come near,

even vanish the heartache

inducing gap betwixt us;

however, scared to our cores,

of the teasing glances sent our

way,

even more frightened of the

reaction we will extract

from each other,

because trust is something which

we lack,

in each other as well as our

own selves.

So we, at the end of the day,

announce in our heads,

"We are better this way,

better when far away."

For the unnamed feelings we have,

they render our minds foggy.

Around each other,

we indeed turn into an

intoxicated pup,

not knowing whether to bark

or bite, or simply sit beside.

It is only when one

gets genuinely hurt,

does the intoxication fly away.

But ego comes in,

blocking our way

from apologizing,

from steering clear of the

blunders we commit.

So we get back to

square one,

back to where we starred,

throwing longing glances

when nobody notices.

But when in midst of

acquaintances,

we act like mere strangers,

repeating in our heads,

"We are better this way,

we could not be trusted

when way too close."

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