You think everything is happy.
But in my mind, it isn't.
Everything is all falling apart.
Even my heart.
But I don't even know anymore.
I try to stay strong as you tell me.
But it never works.
I try.
And I tell myself that I matter.
Even when I know I don't.
In my mind,
Everything is black
Because nothing matters.
Not even me.
But who would be surprised?
Am I right,
I don't matter,
That's what i tell myself
And hopefully, hopefully, one day, I can disappear.
Forever,
And never come back.
YOU ARE READING
They Say I'm Messed Up
PoetryCover made by: lost_dreamz :) Just a bunch of poems or my feelings for the day. Or incase sometime I have some feelings inside I need to let out. Don't judge what I write it's my book and if you don't like it then you can exit out of the book. And t...