i dont love you.

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Just fyi, i suck at writing but i thought about this happening and it just kinda wrote itself lol. 

Here you go- I'm sorry

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It had been eating me up. I had to tell him how i felt.

We had been flirting for years and now he had gotten a girlfriend?
I had to tell him that i am in love with him.

"Yoongs ? Hey pumpkin did you not hear a word i was saying to you?" Hobi chuckled as he tilted his head the way he does so perfectly.

"i.. um... im sorry, im just a bit tired thats all, can you say that again please" Oh god oh no i did something weird again.

"of course" he smiled "so i was talking about how i could set you up with one of Sarahs friends? You know Hannah from the bar downtown?"

"um yeah, no shes not my type..." i awkwardly chuckled and scratched the back of my neck. Did he think i was bisexual aswell?

"oh come on, i promised my girlfriend that we'd go on a double date! What about Amy? Louise?" he grabbed me by my shoulders, leaned closer and wiggeled his eyebrows "Breezy?"

I sighed and looked into his eyes
"Sorry man, again not my type"

"Then tell me what is your type then" he smiled and looked me deeper in my eyes. Oh my god I could feel his breath on my face, i could just kiss him right now.

"Not women?" I giggled and leaned closer. He was so hot right now I was just inches away from kissing him.

"Wait what" he leaned back and stared at me with a pusseled look.
Suddenly a wave of realization hit him and his eyes grew the size of the moon
"...are you gay?"

"Yeah I thought you realized" I laughed but quickly stopped.
"Wait you didnt realize?"

"How was I supposed to realize?"
He stared blankly at me.

"Maybe with the way we have been flirting ever since we met that night? Maybe with the time we stayed up all night talking about our childhood? Maybe from all the times I have wanted to tell you how I am In love with you?!"
My eyes were welling up with tears as I realized that all this time he hadnt noticed how I felt.

"You...you are in love with me?" His words sounded hurt. "Im not gay"

My eyes grew and a hand flew over my mouth as I realized what I had just said

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