Life Unpredictable

Chapter 2

His fingers move on my skin both burning and freezing as his breath whispers on my ears.

"Mine!" and I moan writhing beneath his skillful manipulation.

I love the surrender, love feeling him dominating me, loving me and caring for me. There is nothing else but him and me at this moment.

"Say it love" he whispers again before the wet tip of his tongue trails my ear making me break into goosebumps.

Two bodies undulate beneath pristine white sheets melding into one another.

Pure bliss!

"Say it" He demands and I yield.

"I am yours!"

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The blaring alarms rings through the room and I startle awake my heart fighting to bursting out if captivity at the reminiscence of dream.

"Fuck!" I curse throwing away the covers, running my fingers through my sweaty hair. That blasted dream again. How many nights will he plague me, conquering and claiming leaving me bare.

I needed to fix this...soon. I cannot let myself be tied down

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I sigh for the umpteenth time as Kit and Pha look at me their questioning gaze raising my irritation.

These two are the only ones who could evoke some emotions within me, especially Kit who is Mother Hen of the group, the nagging master. His meddlesome nature drives me crazy sometimes. Thank the lord that Pha balances him out with his indifferent attitude but even he can be fiercely territorial.

"Ai Beam, How long are you going to avoid it?" Mr Straight-to-the-point- except- when- its-N'Ming pokes me and I return a glare. "Ai Forth has been chasing you for 3 months now and you keep avoiding him like plague..."

"Shut up and mind you own business!" I snap exasperatedly knowing it would have no effect.

"Beam if you like the guy tell him or if you don't reject him but it is not healthy to keep it this way" Mr I-love-Yo-but-am-afraid-to-say-it-loud-for-2-years joins in.

I scowl at him but he shrugs "Look at what happened to me. Lost Yo almost twice because I kept denying."

"Ai Shia Pha!"

"Beam we know" Kit cuts me off "We know we shouldn't butt but look at you, you have become a ghost for the past 3 months"

Thanks a ton Ai'Kitty for the complement!

I roll my eyes, as if I do not have a mirror at home.

"Yes and you hardly passed the block" Pha scolded.

"And you have not been eating properly and don't argue with me Beam. Are you even sleeping?!" Arrgghhh!!! Stupid Kitty!!! Go yowl at the moon or something.

"Guys! You know what? I don't care! I did not ask him to court me, shower me with gifts and stalk me. Hell I told him to forget the whole incident! It's like all the other times but does he listen? Does he understand it bothers me? Look I have a date.."

"Beam!" Kit shouts watching me pack my things while Pha just shakes his head.

"I am off guys! Have to attend a friend's bachelor party at Maggie's"

"Which friend is this?" Kit asks curiously.

"You don't know her." Leave me alone!

"Ah must be one of ex-paramours" Kit glares at me. Damn him!

"Right. So I am going to enjoy and hopefully get myself a girl for the night"

"What?!" Kit screams "Are you crazy? Beam you need to..."

"Is this something new?" I snap back at him "I need to clear my head,. I am off"

"Beam, Beam you are making a big mistake" Pha warns shaking his head.

"Whatever I am off" I get up and move leaving a sputtering Kit behind.

I need to go before I face him again. I know I have disappointed my friends...yet again but I need to run away lest he finds me and I slip again....

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