it's about a boy who's loved his friend since little but he didn't think he was gay because of it, until he grows up and realises what "gay" means, he was pretty sure he's friend wasn't gay but he wished he was, until he found this kind of rainbow o...
Hey, my name is Mac that's me on top and that one down there is Demián
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my best friend and my gay crush since kids, I wasn't always gay, since little they tell you love is between a man and a woman but I never believed that. Love has no shape, gender or age, it's just love but to keep re-creating human kind then yes is between a man and a woman, it's simple logic if you think about it, but let me explain some stuff. My family isn't the most religious but we are, we used to go to church almost every Sunday, but with time that went changing and now we don't go as often, but we still believe and pray from time to time, the point is that I've always been told that 'God hate's gay people' or that 'is an abomination' but is it actually true? You don't know that. Sure, people say the Bible said's so, but there's been several documentaries about the bible not saying anything about gay people, either way I dated girls just so my family wouldn't be ashamed of me and to experiment, I like kissing them and maybe touch them a bit but I wouldn't be able to fuck them.
That's not quite the problem, it's just I've liked my best friend since childhood but for him it was a special kind of like, we would wrestle each other often and I would be on top of him and blush a bit, sometimes he would be on top of me and I would burn up and he would start laughing. Those were some great times, but sadly those times stopped when we were in middle school and he started dating, so did I but I wasn't so into it, he on the other hand had more then one girlfriend. He's family was almost the same as mine only difference that he lost he's mom after she gave birth to he's little brother Gaby, so he's family it's all guys, manly one's. I've always been jealous of he's girlfriend's they get to touch, kiss and maybe fuck him, but i'm so confuse because I don't know if I'm actually gay.
I've watched gay porn that turns me on like hell! And i've had wet dreams with him in it but I don't know, I don't want to try it out with anyone except him and only him. I saw him once naked while he was taking a shower at my house, we were having a sleep over and OMG! I had the biggest nose bleed ever. He's older then me by a few month's he's 17, I'm 16 for now at least, my birthday it's coming up and I already know what my wish will be. I'll wish for him to be gay, I know it's a stupid wish but it's what I want, for him to be mine and only mine! I want to loose my virginity with him even though that sounds selfish and might cause us some huge problems. Aren't I lucky? Well I'll just keep hiding my gayness and my feelings for Demián.
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Hey hormones! 😂 I'm here with this new book for you guys and like I've been planning before this is gay story even though I'm still not sure how I'll make this one but still I hope you guys enjoy!
