Age Goes Before Love

"Nobody Going To Love You If You Can't Love Yourself"

  A/N: Okay, I know I promised the dinner in this chapter but I still had a lot to set up before the dinner. I'm sorry this chapter is terrible. Love to all.

"Can you please get Lillyanna out of the house for dinner?" "Oh Liam, don't be so worried I promise Lillyanna will be on her very best behavior. I have this whole thing under control. In fact I'll go talk to her right now." She said trying to assure me.  It didn't work. I knew I would have to go handle this myself.

   I walked up the stairs to Lillyanna's room and opened the door what I saw was the most shocking thing I could imagine I seen Lillyanna with a bag weed in her hand. She was on the phone facing away from me she probably didn't even know I was in there. I walked out slowly so she couldn't hear me I left the door open so se would know I was in there and hopefully freak out when she noticed someone was in here room.

                                                                                      *Lillyanna's POV*

     I was on the phone with my new boyfriend and we were planning on smoking tomorrow since I got packed. I had hung up the phone and turned around and noticed that my door was open. I thought nothing of it until I figured out someone was in my room I knew it had to be Liam, because mom always knocks like a normal person. I felt annoyed until I noticed I was still holding the bag of weed in my hand. I looked down and ran to my drawer the I hide "things" in and ran to Liam's room and he was in the bathroom connected to his room so I just sat on his bed waiting mentally freaking out in my mind. I heard a flush and started shaking. I've planed out this conversation with mom but I knew how to tell her and explain it to her I didn't know what to say to Liam. Wait why should I care it's not like he can punish me. If he tells mom I'll just hide the evidence. Still I felt scared and I was still shaking. I watched him come out of the bathroom with no shirt on. God was he ripped. He had a kind of Zac Efron body to him. He was really tan. He walked out and didn't notice me at first then he saw me sitting there and started staring. I stared back waiting for him to ask what I was doing there. "Have anything to say for yourself?" He asked me. Shit, he did see the bag. I felt ashamed. "Listen, Liam.." I said. "You don't have to explain anything" He said cutting me off. "What do you mean?" I spat back. I was really taken back that he wasn't yelling at me. Yell at me! I didn't get why he wasn't threatening me to stop. Threaten me! I was hurt that he wasn't doing anything I expected him to do. It's not suppose to be like this he's not suppose to understand me. Or.....is he? Maybe, JUST maybe he was sent here. To help me? Do I need any help? Why him out of all people was standing in front of me with no shirt on holding the worst thing in my book of secrets in his mind telling me I don't need to explain. I'm so confused he's suppose to be against everything I do. Why is he saying I don't need to explain myself this is a real problem I'm only 14 I need someone here and I finally have someone and I'm upset? Mad? I don't know what to say maybe he really does understand me, and to be honest I really need someone too. I started holding back a lot of tears I should have let out a long time ago. Now him out of all people is watching me cry. I'm crying really hard I'm confused, I'm upset, I can't stop crying. It just keeps coming.

                                                                                            *Liam's POV*

       I walked out of my bathroom. I knew Lillyanna would be there and I was right. Now she was sitting on my bed crying hard. Did I say  something wrong? I don't think so. She's probably just crying so I won't tell her mum. Pathetic. It really was annoying and I was mad about it, but I knew I had to be the nice guy so I waited until she caught her breath and I spoke.

  "Lillyanna why are you crying?"

   "I DON'T KNOW!" She screamed at me. I was a little taken back, but I knew she needed someone she just didn't want to admit it. Come on Liam this girl needs you. She's damaged. She's broken. I knew all these things I just could get my body or mouth to react to help her. I know she needs it, but I'm scared she might need tough love to get off the weed. Then real love when she knows nobody's going to love you if you can't love yourself. I knew how to handle it. I walked over to my door and opened it and said, "I think you need to leave." I said it with no emotion hoping she would get the picture. She looked at me in disbelief. Still sobbing she walked out of my room. I don't know where she went I was just glad that over and done with. 

                                                                  *Lillyanna's POV*

  He threw me out. That's it. That was all. I can't believe this is happening to....me. Out of all people, Liam the one I came to for help, shut me out. Just like that. I was back in my room, when I heard a knock on my balcony door. It was my new boyfriend. I looked at the man who stood on my balcony dark brown hair and a blond streak going threw it. He was much older then me, but I didn't care. He wore a black t-shirt that showed off all his tattoos. He wore skinny jeans and black eyeliner. He was in a punk band called The Skaters. I opened my door to let him in. "Hey beautiful." He said giving me a small peck on my lips. I was about to say hello back when he asked me, "You got the stuff?" "It's in my drawer, Zayn."

A/N: Well now you know who Lillyanna's new bad boyfriend is. :) Okay we all know Zayn is sweet heart just not my story...remember I said all the boys will be in this. I'm even thinking about adding a little 5sause in here. Just to spice things up a bit. :) Love to all.