Kelani's pov
I️t had been a month since Molly left town to stay with her aunt in Detroit for a get away gotti dropped a song so we decided to try the female rapper thing as well , our first single was let I️t blow featuring me & Molly nobody ever knew Molly would be the gangster rapper type but she was doing good all they knew was she went mia and was on her grind ever since her song outro just came out and I️t went nuts everybody knew rondo really broke her and she been goin hard since they don't really talk much but me and layla have been holding in a secret no one knew , Molly was supposed to be coming back to do a song with , rondo's brother me & durk called gang , la was proud of her she was really gettin clout out here just like him rondo & durk, rondo would occasionally ask about her but i could tell I️t bothered him how stuff ended if only he knew ...
Molly's pov ,
I walked up to kk's door and took a deep breath i knocked before flipping my long red straight hair i looked a little different now honestly i was a little different we had just did the video but nobody really had the chance to talk i walked in to see everybody but felt my heart sink into my stomach when i seen rondo i looked away
"Molllly" ! I hear kk and layla say in unison i hug and squeeze them tight
"Molly we missed you sis" i hear cdai say
"He'll yeah" breezy says as la gave me a hug followed by the rest of the 600 crew gotti even gave me a hug she still knew nothing i tried my best to hug rondo normally but i felt my stomach in knots i hated him honestly we all chopped it up for hours passing blunt after blunt i politely declined them tho and told everybody skip me which was weird but no one questioned me
"You gunna go see my mom"? I hear rondo say
"Yeah i can she asked about me"
"She always asks about you" i nodd and get up
"Imma head over there then" i get up and walk to his house and knock on the door to see mama Massey smile when she sees me i reach in for a hug
" my baby i missed you so much"!
"I missed you too , Clint said you been asking about me" Clint was rondos real name but nobody really calls him I️t except me and his parents
" of course i have been" i go
Inside and go to the kitchen to get some juice i can feel eyes on me i turn too see mama Massey looking at me
"Something... something about you is different"
"I look different to you"?
"Yes , you got anything to tell me"? I was nervous at this point
"No" i say quickly she stares at me somemore i hear the door open and rondo walk in i immediately look the floor to ignore him as if he weren't there his mom walks out giving us privacy
"I'll let y'all figure this out" she says
I hear my phone buzz to see text messages from layla and kk warning me rondo was on his way too bad he already made I️t i didn't say nothing
"So you can't say nothing to me" he says
"I see you still with gotti you must really love her" i simply reply
"Wow"
"Right"
"This ain't about that dude , you couldn't text me or call me back at all? To tell me how you been"?
" why so you can reil me back into your lies" ?
"Wtf you talkin bout lies"
" so we just gunna forget what happened last month before i left "?
"You still on that"?
"Wow" is all i could get out
"You know i love you dude i think about you all the time my mom loves you my family loves you if you don't think you mean everything to me you crazy shorty"
" nah i was just some bitch when you thought shorty was having yo baby"
He got in my face and snatched my cup out my hands and slammed I️t Down causing me to jump
" What was i supposed to do huh? I was supposed to make I️t right"?
"Get outta my face rondo"?
"No you tell me julissa"
"Clint get away from em"
"No you tell me ! I did what I thought was right"
"Please Clint i don't wanna do this"
"Nah i do !!!! You want I️t to be drama ? Let I️t be drama I'll tell everybody about us then" he says walking away
"No"!!! I screamed
"Why ? That's what you want julissa i just wanted to be a good dad i wanted to support her & make sure the baby was healthy i couldn't break her heart that doesn't mean i didn't wanna be with you "
" WHAT ABOUT ME HUH WHAT ABOUT WHAT I WAS DEALING WITH" !!!!!
" I SAID I WAS SORRY I DIDNT MEAN TO DO THAT TO YOU" !!
"You dont even know ? Do you ? You don't know what I've been through you don't even know what you've put me through " !!!!
"I told you I'm sorry"
"So what y'all just gunna be a happy couple with no worries you said you wanna support her ? You wanna make sure she good anymore kids on the way" ?
"Julissa stfu"
"Nah i heard she had another miscarriage or was that a lie too"?
" THATS WHERE YOU GONE STFU AT DONT SPEAK ON MY KIDS OR GOTTI SHE AINT DID SHIT TO YOU WHY YOU TRIPPIN LIKE THIS"!????
I broke down and started crying i run towards the door and he grabs me i snatch away
" WHAT ABOUT ME CLINT WHAT ABOUT MY BABY ?!
"Baby what are you talking about"?
"Nothing leave me alone Clint goodbye"
" NO NO YOU GUNNA TELL ME WHATS GOING ON"! He screams at me so loudly his mom walks in
" NO YOU DONT GET THAT RIGHT TO KNOW !!!!!! You don't you weren't there you were never there for me !!! i moved away i can't be here anymore i can't be around you anymore"!!! I feel his mom put her arms around me i was speechless i started to cry
"I️ was trying!!! I️ was trying to be there for you ! But she was my girlfriend bro I️t was messed up how this happened"
"You know what's messed up ? She's your girlfriend but I'm all alone I'm pregnant & I'm all alone ! That's what's messed up I️ had to move away to hide everything from you cause I️ didn't wanna mess your life up" I️ say lowly "Julissa what?'
"You heard me now let me leave"
"Julissa baby please stay" I️ hear his mom say
"'Where's the baby , what happened"? He says
"Nothing"?
"How could you do this"!!!
" do what !!! Huh ?! I'm 3 months and I'm trynna figure out what's gunna happen to my baby because obviously it's not gunna have a dad" his mom looks at me shocked at what i said
" So you left when you knew you was havin my baby you just left ?"
"THIS ISNT ABOUT YOU"!!!!
"YOU NOT LEAVING CHICAGO"!
"Yes i am"!!
"No you not" i go towards the door and he blocks I️t so i run up the stairs to his room and slam the door and lay on the bed and cry thinking of all the memories we had i hear him come up the stairs to look up at him and look away again he sits next to me , the room is quiet i whipe my face & sniffle he looks at me and looks away he puts a towel & one of his t shirts & pair of boxers on the bed for me & gets up & grabs a hoodie & puts I️t on & heads towards the door to walk out
"Don't leave" he says
"Ok" i say back i get in the shower & lay down i hold my belly as i cry i never felt this hurt before i close my eyes trying to calm down when i hear the door creep open & close i feel rondo sit & take his hoodie , shirt & shoes off throw some sweats on and lay next to me
I whipe my tears trying to hide my sorrow i was confused i wish i wasn't
I feel him wraps his hands around my stomach moving mine outta the way
"Shhh crying" he says
"Okay" i say weakly i can barely get the words out because of consistent crying
He rubs my stomach and holds I️t
"Don't cry please" he says
"I can't help I️t"
"The baby can feel I️t , you don't need to be sad"
"I know I'm trying not to just scared"
"Don't be"
"Are you mad that I'm pregnant"
" what ? Why would i be mad"
"Because I'm ruining everything for you"
" I'll die before i leave my seed you hear me?"
I turn the light on and reach in my pocket and grab the ultrasound i got before i left i lay back on the bed and hand I️t to rondo he looks for awhile And smiles i smile too as he smiles
"I love you julissa & this mine now" i laugh as he gets up & tapes the back & puts I️t on the wall & lays back down swiping his hand over his face
"Mannn imma be a dad"
" & imma be a mom" i say
"A sexy ass mom i gotta fine ass babymama" i laugh
" i was kinda waiting for this to happen" he says i look at him
"What"?
"For you to have my baby"?
"Stop playin with me"
"You the only girl i ever hit raw you only do that when you in love " he kisses me as i kiss back i don't know what's gunna happen but hopefully I️t all works out .
