Let's talk about me for a second you should get to know me right?.My name is Shayla .I am mixed.I stand at about 5;1.My hair is jet black. I'm not thick like most black girls.Instead of round and petite I got skinny and flat.I was always self conscious about my shape.
People had always called me beautiful but I didn't think so.My eyes are a dark brown almost black.I had already been depressed before my parents died them gone just added to another reason I wanted to give up on life.
I'm sure everyone knows of the first level of alone.See there are three levels to my being alone.The first level is when I was the only child and i was lonely or wished I had another sibling. My second level was when I was in high school and people joked on me i acted like it never phased me but it did and i knew how to take up for myself and I had no friends to talk to about it because i learned around that period of life most people were fake,stuck up,or just downright followers.My third level is the real level that's when alone is really being alone in the world...having absolutely no one.I was alone No parents,No family members,No Life or joy left in me that's when it really hit me.
In school I was always the type to stand up for myself It was just the fact that when I felt self conscious I thought about what those people said .But that's all over now considering I've let everything go and that included the well being of myself.
Tonight I'm going to visit my parents and clean off their graves like I usually do . I got off the floor from daydreaming and went into the kitchen .
Hey guys second chapter officially published! Lemme know how u like.Hope you continue to read
With Love -Trinity
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Alone
RomanceThey say when life gives you lemons make lemonade but....you cant make lemonade without sugar...and no one will buy without a little ice.. "Im in this by myself absolutely no one else so dont ask me why im in the situation im in i dont know my own g...
