Suicidal Horror x Lust

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Horror stepped up onto the chair and pulls at the rope making sure it's stable. Lust bangs against the door trying to break it open. Horror tightens the rope around his neck, closes his eyes, and kicks the chair back. The door to Horror's room swings open with a bang, Lust looks around frantic before hearing Horror choking for breath. Swinging open the door Lust grabs Horror and tries to hold him up. Tears dripped down both Horror and Lust's face, Horror gasps for breath while Lust holds him up and reaches for the chair. Lust grabs it with his foot and pulls it over putting it under Horror. He jumps onto the chair next to Horror and flings off the rope.

"W-what were you t-thinking?" Lust asks crying quietly.

"Why'd you stop me?"

Lust stops and looks up at him. Swiftly he pulls Horror down closer to himself their teeth meeting with a clank.

"Are you that blind? It's cause I love you!"

Horror looked down at him emotionless, Lust was ready to break down and cry but stood standing. Red translucent tears ran down Horror's face slowly, he held back a sob. The imaginary dam broke, Horror breaks down hugging Lust tightly. With absolutely no hesitation Lust hugs back crying himself but he whispers reassuring things to Horror. They sit like that for what feels like hours but in reality it was only twenty minutes. When they finally do stand up Lust drags Horror right to his bed and cuddles up next to him. Neither of them said a word just clung to each other like magnets never wanting to let go. Eventually both of them fell asleep still desperately clinging to each other. Lust would rarely leave Horror's side, the only times being when he had to shower. What Lust didn't know was Horror actually took this time to cut. He still felt depressed but he couldn't kill himself and leave Lust alone. Of course he returned his feelings of love but sadness still squeezed his soul. There was no way in heck he would tell Lust about this, it gave him a way to punish himself that wouldn't raise concern with Lust, Horror always wore the same sweatshirt that covered his arms so it also covered his scars. Seconds after Horror would get out of the bathroom with his wounds bandaged up Lust would stick himself to Horror's side like glue. Horror loved the feeling of someone holding him and giving him affection, but he still felt the need for a punishment. That's how it continued for weeks, Lust sticking to Horror and being completely oblivious to Horror's self punishment. Until Horror hadn't wrapped his fresh wounds as tightly as he usually did, so when Lust crushed his arm in a hug it reopened the wound. Neither of them noticed until Lust saw the stain forming on Horror's sleeve.

"Horror, your arm... It's bleeding."

Horror looked at his sleeve to see what he was talking about. The red stain stood out against the blue sweatshirt he jumped up and ran to the bathroom. Lust followed in hot pursuit.

"God dangit!"

"Horror, are you okay?" Concern laced his voice.

"What do you think!" His voice felt like venom when Lust heard it, it was less of a question and more of a "You should know this."

Lust tried the doorknob to no avail. "Horror, can you let me in?" he was hurt but refused to let Horror be alone.

"Go away."

"Horror-"
"I said go away!"

Choking back a sob Lust moves away from the doorway. He sits in the next room quietly crying, "Did I do something wrong? I thought I was being helpful, was I just a nuisance to him?"

Horror sat in the bathroom, "Dumb." He makes a cut. "Crazy." Another cut. "Too aggressive." Cut. "Insane." Cut. The blood dripped onto the sink as Horror went to carefully wrapping his arms. He's taking it more seriously after that close call of Lust finding out. When he finishes he exits the bathroom quietly looking around for Lust. He was sat on the couch wiping away tears when Horror found him.

"Lust... I'm-"

Lust jumps up and engulfs him in a hug. Almost instantly Horror breaks down hugging Lust tight and apologizing profusely. Lust refuses to let go, telling him it's okay until his sobs turn into hiccups and his hiccups turn into quiet snores when he passes out from exhaustion. Lust places a kiss on the top of his head before falling asleep himself.

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