My Love ( Dave X Depressed! Bullied! Reader)

Part 4

You took out your laptop after finding Dave's pesterchum in my bookbag. Now you are contiplating on if you should actually pester him.

(Y/N) POV
Should I pester him?? No... yes. He gave it to me so he must want me to pester him. Ok! Imma do it!!
My hands started to type to him.
-- LonelyGirl [LG] begin pestering turntechgodhead [TG] at 4:45pm--
LG: Hey Dave
TG: Hello...Who is this?
LG: T-This is (Y/N), the girl you gave your account name too.
TG: O...hey (Y/N) what do you need?
LG: Nothing I-I was just w-wanted to say hi before I do homework
TG: Hey and do you want to go to the park after school tomorrow?
LG: S-Sure, s-see you after school.
TG: See you.
--LonelyGirl [LG] ceased pestering turntechgodhead [TG] at 4:59pm--

I squeaked alittle and smiled brightly after realizing that the guy I kinda had a crush on wanted to see me!!!! AHHHH!!!! I giggled and went to do my homework before my grandmother came in, in a drunken state. She threw shit at me making everything a complete mess.

"HEY!!! BrRrRAT!!! CLEAN UP THE FUCKING HOUSE!!!! God always making a fucking mess" She grumbled before burping and tumbling down the hall to her room where of course she has sex with her many partners in her creepy sex cult. Non the less I had to clean, and I did. I cleaned till the house was perfect. Last time I half assed it, I got wipped in the sex room and well I rather not re-live it again.
Is it ok? No! Shit the place is a bloody mess!!!!!!!!!
I yelled to myself, cleaning till the next morning.

Ok... I... think I'm almost....done.. OK!!!!! I'M DONE!!! What time is it? Can I still do hom-
I check the time and I have 5 minutes to get to school or I'm tardy to first period. I quickly changed (aka put on another shirt and a jacket) and grabbed my bag. I was gonna leave but I heard a little ding and went to it to see it was my pesterchum. I opened it and saw it was Dave!!!
--turntechgodhead [TG] begin pestering LonelyGirl [LG] at 7:37AM--
TG: Hey (Y/N)
TG: (Y/N)
LG: Y-Yes,h-hey Dave.
TG: What's wrong?
LG: Nothing I-I'm just tired. S-So what's up?
TG: Oh nothing, I just wanted to say goodmorning.
TG: Ok well I'll see you at school.
LG: Ok baii Dave
TG: Bye
TG: WAIT! Meet me before school. I wanna talk to you.
LG: O-Ok! Bye Dave. S-See you
TG: Bye
--turntechgodhead [TG] ceased pestering LonelyGirl [LG] at 7:45--
Did Dave just texted me to say good morning??? 😂😂 What a dork!! HE WANTS TO SEE MEEEE!!!!!!!!!!
I chuckled a little to my self and sprinted to school so I won't be that late.

When arriving at school I was a panting mess. Shit I didn't finish my homework!!! Whatever... no point trying...
I went to my locker and put my books and taking out my other sketchbook. I don't mind if this one gets ruined by bullies. I went around to try to find Dave but all I saw was him talking to a group of girls and Vriska. I-Is this a joke? Fuck I'm so stupid! Of course a cool guy like him wouldn't want to hang out with a LOSER like me!
I ran off with tears in my eyes. Where do I go?
The only place I know that I won't get hurt... the janitor's closet... I went there and hid. Tears rolled down my cheeks as I tried not to make a sound.
GOD I'M SUCH A LOSER!!!
I mentally yelled to myself and huddled in a ball.
While I tried to calm my mind I saw a broken shard of glass. A confused and curious look swept my face as I picked it up and placing it on my tampered arm.
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I marked my skin with new cuts and cried more from the pain and disappointment in me doing this again.... I was ok for a while but now I needed too.. I know it's not something I should do... but I need too now....
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Dirty blood, drip drip on the floor of my regret.
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I stopped and looked around for something to wrap my arm up with. Since the Jainitors get hurt from working around the school he had a first aid and a sink. I washed the blood and wrapped my arm tightly.
I can't miss my class. Not like anyone really cares...
A hefty sigh escaped my lips as I walked to class with my head down.

When arriving to class I saw that Dave was still surrounded by his admires and flush crushes, while I was alone. I went to my seat and got out my sketch book before it was flung to the side and the collar of my shirt grabbed so I was facing a certain spider troll. I hate her with a passion and she looked like she was about to punch me so I winced and waited for it.

((I'll post Dave's POV later. Have fun))