How can you love me?

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Today was a day like every day and because every day is the same what enjoyment could yoongi find. Sure work keeps him busy and he could find a little amount of enjoyment in that. But even then too much of a good thing is a bad thing in his eyes.
Yoongi sat at his Piano working out which tempo he would like his music, getting tired by the second. As he sat in the darkness (edgy) he wondered why he couldn't seem to get motivated and why everything was tiresome.

After a few minuets of contemplating and getting nowhere he got up from his piano stool and called it quits for the day.

Just as yoongi was about to poor his coffee he got a loud knock at the door. Yoongi was startled for a second, it was not often he gets visitors. After realising there was someone on the other side of the door making a din his face dropped from what can only be described as pure disgust.
Why must people be so annoying he thought as a hiss escaped his lips.

After another loud knock the person on the other side shouted through the door. Even though through the door it sounded a little muffled it was still clear to understand making you aware of  how loud this person was being.

"HERMIT I KNOW YOU'RE IN THERE"

This is when it hit yoongi, he knew exactly who it was and can honestly say he wasn't the happiest to find out, even if it was his childhood friend.

Yoongi slowly opened the door waiting for there faces to meet. Once they had shared eye contact yoongi broke the awkward stare.
" Why are you so noisy and annoying!?"
Namjoon look at him with a sorrowful expression.
"Oh don't give me that face you know how I hate loud noises." Yoongi said in reply to namjoon's attempt of being sad.
"Well sorry it's not my fault you didn't answer the door." Namjoon chirped in a sassy tone.

Yoongi rolled his eyes as a comeback to his comment. 
"What do you want anyway?" Annoyance in his voice as he asked.

"Too see how you are doing and to hang out. Obviously."
" And by the looks of things you're not doing the best." Namjoon said as he look around yoongi's cluttered home and the gazed back at yoongi.

"What do you mean?" Yoongi stared back at him like he was crazy for saying such a statement.

" Well I mean it looks like you're house and you have seen better days."
"I mean just look at you! You look like you've been dragged through a hedge!"
" A very unforgiven hedge at that." Namjoon scoffed.

Yoongi felt attacked and looked in the mirror to see what an earth he was on about. Even if it was dark in the room he still didn't look that bad from what he could seen in his reflection.

"You can't even see properly what you look like in this light!" As Namjoon pulled the curtains at the window open so the light could hit yoongi at the mirror.
Yoongi hissed at the blinding light like a vampire as if it was burning his eyes and skin with the powerful sun rays.
"It burns!" Yoongi said in a playful manner
On the other hand Namjoon saw nothing funny about this in fact it was defining all his fears about his friend.
"I should have come over sooner" Namjoon scolded himself not expecting any answer as he rubbed his temples to release his concerned thoughts.
Yoongi however still couldn't see where Namjoon was coming from. He thought he was doing just fine before someone rudely intruded his home.
After a few moments had gone Namjoon cleared his throat to dismiss the familia yet not welcomed silent.

"So..... have you been eating right? Because it's seems you've forgotten how to look after yourself."
"Again!"
Namjoon asked. This time with a much more direct and serious approach.
"Yes!"
"Of course I know how to eat I'm not a baby!" Yoongi replied fearsomely.

The second Yoongi said these words doubt crossed through Namjoon mind.
There was only one way to fined out if Yoongi was telling the truth and that was to look in his kitchen.
Namjoon made his way to the dark, grubby kitchen not only to be greeted with fast food containers and packets.
Namjoon breathed out disappointedly.
So it was true. His worst fears.
He slowly took his gaze off the stacks of rubbish and back to Yoongi face with a fearful look.

" Hermit you promised me this time you would eat better." Namjoon spoke dissatisfied with his findings.

Yoongi slowly put his head down in shame.
"I know I did but what dose it matter?"
"I don't care about myself so why should you?"

Namjoon looked at him with confusion and despair.
"Because you're my friend and I wants what's best for you."

Yoongi once again rolled his eyes to what seem to him a meaningless comment.

"That's it!" Namjoon said with a louder tone.
" I'm getting you out of this house to treat you to some real food!"

Before Yoongi could even refuse he felt a tight clutch on his arm dragging him towards the door. At this point Yoongi knew it was a losing battle agents Namjoon and therefore if he wanted to eventually be left in peace he must abide by Namjoon s wishes.

Stepping out side seemed like a alien universe to him. He certainly didn't feel comfortable let alone happy to be going out.
"Ugh"
"Where are we going?"
"Can't I go home?"
Yoongi new the answer to the last question even though he asked it. There was no way namjoon would let him go home yet. Unfortunately they were just as stubborn as each other.
"Stop with all the questions."
The taller friend stated.
"I already told you we are getting you something to eat!"
" this guy I've been seeing has a bar not far from here it also has really good food!"
"He's such a good cook and so handsome. I can't wait for you to meet him!"
Yoongi looked up at his friend feeling even more out of his comfort zone. The last thing he wanted to do was meet new people.
"Don't worry, he's really nice."
Smiling back at Yoongi to give reassurance.

After a few more minutes of walking the both arrived at a quaint little bar/restaurant on a side street. It was one of those places that look small on the out side but much bigger within. The colour scheme was pink and cream with a big sign saying 'Eat Jin' which triggered Yoongi. Why would you eat Jin? Your meant to drink it, even if it was a bar/ restaurant didn't mean you can just put you eat and there is Jin!

After stepping in to the shop warmth and light hit them both making them feel invited in the shrouding. Even if Yoongi hated being out he too couldn't help to admit it's was a comforting place to be.

After looking around the pretty interior a excited shout was heard from the other side of the room behind the bar.
"NAMJOON!"