I was so angry. Not because we'd ended, or because things didn't work out the way I hoped.
I was angry because I loved you so much that I'd given up half of my dreams for you. It wasn't even because you' tainted every memory I had, , every ounce of happiness I'd allowed myself.
I was angry because I've tried so hard to make things work. Because I've given so much of myself to something that must have been doomed from the start.
I was angry because I've allowed myself to love a person who would never have understood that love.
I was angry because I've broken my own heart.
Don't hide your pain from a world that is nothing but pain. Many of the people have seen my eyes watering in public and they used to look like what a pathetic girl she is, crying like a cry baby.
But god, I've been so strong for too long. It was hot, but I still used to wear long sleeves clothes only because of the scars and when I used to wear t-shirts, people say how I am trying to get attention,showing my scars around.
Don't tell me to wipe my tears and move on. I don't wanna hide my feelings or this pain, Emotions are a part of me and you're no one to say that I'm not allowed to feel.
So people out there, you don't need to cover your tears. No matter who's watching, you don't need to hide your sadness,your pain. You matter. You're enough. Stay alive.
Don't hide your pain from a world that is nothing but pain.
