Mad At Myself

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(Based on "Mad At Myself" by Issues)

'Im so mad at myself for giving in, to what I want; never again; that feeling we felt, we called it love and you called it off'

We had perfect reasons to quit, summer nearing, and our two different love languages.

'I never should have let you in, I wanted a hit of something'

I wanted to make my dreams reality. I knew rejection was coming but didn't know it'd hurt this much.

'I'm so mad, mad at myself

I'm so mad, mad at myself'

I thought actions spoke more than words.

You thought words spoke more than action.

We didn't know because we never talked. I didn't know how important it was to share. She warned me, I should've listened.

It is my fault. I understand why it didn't work, from your side. I didn't see what you meant. I'm not mad anymore because I know how you feel.

I can make things right but we have to wait until August when the sun will boil the days.

I have to be braver to fix what's unspoken. I will piece out yourself so you can see the rock which you hide under.

Sacrifice goes both ways.

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