I will always despise the new girl in his life
I will miss him, but I can't change anything now
I remember the constant dreaming, worrying, & obsessing over him
I was in so deep that he crushed me, I slowly inflated back to the shape I was; leaving behind a dent
I thought I could never feel the same way, that something as extraordinary couldn't happen to me
Miracles happen
Or is it really a miracle I've found another one to constantly think about
Can we have different endings?
I'm breaking my own rules, but I want to because of him
How did my heart start to pick him?
start new, except what I really do: to not start new again; display a wall of steel between me and anyone
