the more I think about my life the worst I feel. being in my life is like wearing and old sneaker and trying to keep it together.
the way I feel seems to only come out one way so imma explain the way it is by song so bare with me.
first verse:
I cant escape the feeling of wanting to run away.
I have tried so many times but the feeling wont go away.
so many people has tried to help but nothing seems to work.
the feeling i get brings me down like an anchor holding a ship.
the atmosphere around me is coming in.
I keep trying to push it out
but it feels as if I'm in a cave and it's crumbling down.
don't stop and keep pushing but it hurts.
the more I think about it the more the pressure seems to push.
I sit in my room
my flashbacks hitting me like a gift I got was a curse.
but I stand up saying there is nothing that can pull me down.
i am what I am but I will be stronger than myself.
me being insecure will not help.
I look in the mirror at myself and say
be tough, be loyal, be brave and believe what you want to achieve cuz there is no stopping the things that you believe.
Chorus: It becomes so hard, for me to make it right bringing back the real me, no judgement in your eyes. The way you make me feel, like I'm finally something real. Nothing holds me back, but it makes be new.
second verse:
its depression.
yea, you know it.
those feelings inside trying to get out.
the emotions are colliding together like a rerun of 9/11.
its beating hard.
my brain feels as if its gonna explode.
my heart feels as if it was torn from my chest and breaking into the abbess.
its like no one cares enough to share the moments they have together
through thick and thin.
my body is caving in.
I sit in the corner,
my knees to my chest.
people wondering why I look so depressed.
I tell them, its not for what they need to know.
I can handle this stuff on my own.
they tell me that they will always be here for me
but I think in my head,
will they really?
third verse
Chorus: It becomes so hard, for me to make it right bringing back the real me, no judgement in your eyes. The way you make me feel, like I'm finally something real. Nothing holds me back, but it makes be new.
people are calling my name,
what's to blame
this really isn't a game.
they wont leave me alone
for me wanting to be alone.
I try to get some peace
but my only place to be
is into the woods
where there is no one but me
Chorus: It becomes so hard, for me to make it right bringing back the real me, no judgement in your eyes. The way you make me feel, like I'm finally something real. Nothing holds me back, but it makes be new. I make can make me new.
