Shaun Murphy Imagines

12 | Here For You

S U M M A R Y

You don't enjoy eating food because you think that is causes you to gain loads of weight. But when you do eat food, you throw it up so you can maintain the weight that you want to be. Your parents takes you to the hospital and you wind up being the patient to Doctor Shaun Murphy. As much as you didn't want to eat, he wanted to help you. He wanted you to start eating, he wanted you to be healthy. In the process, he begins to develop feelings for you, feelings that he thought he never would've have.

N A M E

Michelle

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You moaned in displeasure as the hamburger got placed in front of you. You took one look at the hamburger and your stomach immediately turned. You could already imagine all the fat that would be stored on your body if you took one bite of that hamburger. You didn't want to gain any weight nor did you want to lose any. You wanted to maintain the weight you were currently at because it made you feel pretty.

''Honey, please,'' your father sighed from across the table, staring at you. ''eat your food.''

You stared down at the hamburger, the grease slowly sliding off of it onto the plate. You didn't want to eat it, but your growling stomach said otherwise. You knew you would regret it, but you let out a long sigh and picked up the hamburger. You took one bite, and after that bite, came another and another. It wasn't long until the hamburger began to satisfy your hunger and it made you feel a little bit better than you usually felt.

Your father, who was now happy with your decision, took his hamburger and began to gobble it down like usual. After you finished your hamburger, you wiped your hands off on a napkin and than wiped your mouth. With a fake smile, you thanked your dad for cooking the hamburgers and than scooted out from the table.

''I'm going to go upstairs to do my homework.'' you lie, pushing in your chair.

You turned around and made your way to your staircase. On the way to the stairs, you overheard the voices of your parents and how happy they were about you eating something for the first time in a long long time. A thought suddenly struck you and you realized that you just ate a hamburger that contained heaps of calories. At least, to you it did. You told your parents that you were going to do homework upstairs in your room, but obviously, that wasn't what you were going to do.

You were going to give the bathroom a visit and purge the food that you recently ate. Purging your food brought you very much pain and it brought you great discomfort, but you didn't care, you wanted to get rid of the calories that you brought into your body. In your mind, you thought it would control your weight and keep it where you wanted it to be. As you reached upstairs, you went to the bathroom and closed the door. You walk over to the toilet and lower yourself to the ground. You take the hairband off of your wrist and put your hair up, inhaling a deep, calm breath.

''Don't think about it. Don't think about it.'' 

You kept repeating that line to yourself as you leaned forward, staring down into the bowl of toilet. You sighed and did your usual routine to making you barf. In an instant, you began to barf up your food that you've eaten. Your parents heard the noises from the bathroom, knowing that you were barfing up your food. Your father bolted up the stairs, and rushed to the bathroom, barging through the door and seeing that you were still barfing your food up.

''Michelle!'' your father screamed angrily. ''Stop that right this instant!'' he shouted impatiently.

You couldn't control how much you barfed, but you kept going. After a while, you finally stopped  and the terrible taste of barf lingered on your lips. You removed your face from the toilet bowl, and stared at the ground, your head pounding with a headache. Your father was talking to you, but you couldn't make out anything he was saying. The sound of your heartbeat thundering through your mind was the only sound you could hear. You've never felt this weird after purging your food, but it for sure was scaring you.