( Luke's POV ) pt. 1
Australia was always beautiful.
I sat down in front of a tree in the shade, I didn't really care if the grass was itchy or if the tree bark stabbed my back. All I ever really cared about was my books. I fumbled with the book in my hand opening it up to page one.
"Chapter one" it said. My eyebrows furrowed together as a shadow went over my figure I looked up and it was Calum. I stood up and dusted my jeans off and adjusted my glasses.
"W-what do you want Calum.." I tried my best not to sound scared or intimidated by this bastard. He's been bullying me since grade 5 we are almost done school damn it and I still let him bother me.
Calum huffed and grabbed me by the hems of my shirt causing his knuckles to go white. "What the fuck are you looking at you stupid fag!" Calum spat at me, oh yeah. Did I forget to mention I'm gay? he quit enjoyed hurting me I don't know why..
"N-nothing Calum I was j-just reading"
Calum laughed and yelled to Ashton & Michael his 'friends' "The little fag is reading boys!" THAT'S IT. I had enough of him calling me a fag. He's just a homophobic prick he can't even admit he's fucking gay just like me. There's nothing wrong with it. It's completely fucking normal.
"Calum I had enough of your god damn bull-" Calum pushed me hard against the tree, really hard I thought I was gonna die. I squinted my eyes and swallowed hard trying not to cry. "You had enough of my god damn what? Bullshit? YOU'RE pathetic Luke! You'll never be fucking better than me your just a worthless piece of shit. Being gay is a sin!" With that Calum pushed me even harder against the tree causing my head to whip back. Calum just left with his friends and start to laugh at me because of how pathetic I was.
I cried. I slid down to the grown and started to cry, I brought my knees to my chest and took my glasses off and threw them to the ground. I winced in pain and starts to pull onto my hair and scream. I can't fucking take this anymore I can't I'm done. I stood up and walked towards the lake.. I'm gonna do this, it will be all over, all the pain Calum has caused me it will be all over. I slowly started to slip my trousers and tshirt off. When I was only in my box I let the cold air hit me. When I walked in the water it was cold, I flinched as the cold water his my bare feet.
I wiped my now drowsy eyes and cried. I was gonna do this I was gonna leave for good. "I'm s-sorry mum, I'm sorry I'm such a fuck up" as I said those couple words I fell back into the water and let the darkness take over me.
The last thing I remember was a strong pair of arms grab me from under water before I passed out.
