(Calum's POV ) pt. 2
I don't know what I was doing. I was saying all these hurtful things to the boy I loved since year 8. I guess I just wanted to act tough around Ashton and Michael I'm one of those douche bags who just want to keep a reputation going.
As I was walking away and 'laughing' at Luke I felt bad. I kinda just left him there crying so I lied to the boys and tell them I forgot something over there they believed me so I head back to actually go and see Luke. He wasn't at the tree? But in the water..
I scream his name as loud as I fucking could but I guess he didn't hear me because he dived to the bottom of the Lake I panicked I knew Luke didn't know how to swim. I reacted as fast as I can I took off my shoes, shirt and jeans off.
I brought Luke to to the dock and started to pannick I couldn't feel his heart beat. I started to cry this was never my intention have you ever just liked someone in school when you were younger and you countlessly teased them? yeah that was me but we weren't fucking young I was just a fucking twat because I liked him.
I did CPR it was the only thing I could think of.
It wasn't enough because Luke the boy I fell in love with in year 8 was laying in my arms lifeless. I started to cry when I realized this was my fault it's my fault that Luke was gone. I kinda just sat there with him in my arms whisper in his ear
"I'm sorry Luke, I'm sorry I can't be your first or your last kiss or your boyfriend, I wasn't fucking thinking when I said all those things to you or when I hurt your head"
Someone touched my shoulder it was an ambulance? What the fuck. I looked back and Ashton and Michael were by the vehicle. They took Luke out of my arms and I brought my knees to my chest and I cried. Now Ashton and Michael can stare at me and know how big of a pussy I really fucking am.
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I woke up screaming and crying and sweating.
"Baby, was it a bad dream again? please calm down sh sh I'm here baby"
Luke tried to Calm me down and I cried to him and he wrapped his arms around my tiny little figure. I told Luke about my dream and he held me throughout the whole time while I sobbed for him.
"Baby I'm right here, I'm never going to leave you."
Luke held me until I calmed down and he kissed me once in a while. His kisses seem to always calm me down after a while a started to get sleepy and less shaky. Luke noticed and held me closer towards him and kissed me on my lips softly and told me it was alright to sleep.
I'm glad this was only a dream..
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A/N: So should I make more imagines? Or make bigger stories
A/N: Did this bore you?
Ew sorry if I have grammar mistakes haha.
- Emma
