(Editing 2nd )The Eden Chase Chronicles: The Mystery Of Them (#Wattys2015 #lgbt)

Giving in to urges

We stand at the entrance of the pit. The cool night wind refreshes my hot and bothered skin. Alexis has disappeared from his normal post and me and Sergus are completely alone. The faint sound of music is still coming from the carnival tunnel and I can't help but wonder if Quinn is now indulging in more gratification with someone else.

"I am going to have a shower as soon as we get in." I joke weakly but I still don't feel dirty. I feel... alive. Happy. In control. Even the slight jealousy that is creeping up, imagining what Quinn is doing now is nowhere near what I thought it would be. In fact, I kind of hope he is. I don't want him to miss out on anything on my account.

"May I watch?" Sergus quips, cocking his eyebrow.

I bite my lip. I kinda want to say yes.

He flashes me a friendly smile. "I was only joking, Eden. You don't have to look so worried." He chuckles.

He lifts his hands and shows me the black blindfold. Shit. I forgot about that. Standing here knowing he's going to blindfold me, lift me up into that raunchy position again, his hand much too close to areas it shouldn't be and him knowing, seeing what I've done.....I kinda want to add him to the pile. Is that wrong? It feels wrong. I don't want to hurt Ethan. I love Ethan.

But he did say to enjoy myself. Did he mean with Sergus too? I mean if it's okay me being with Quinn it must be okay for me to play a little with Sergus too? He's watching me curiously, tilting his head in an endearingly cute way but with too much of a twinkle in his eye to be described as sweet.

"What I would give to hear what you're thinking right now." he mumbles and I feel my cheeks burn. He chuckles again but sighs, slightly disappointed after. I bite my lip harder. How do I say I want to? But do I really want to? This is Ethan's best friend after all. Isn't there like a bro code or something? Arrrggghhh. Now the idea's in my head I just can't stop thinking about it. But he can't hear me. I'm not sure if I'm happy or disappointed about that.

I close my eyes and nod. My whole body shivers with anticipation as I feel him come right up next to me. He wraps the blindfold gently over my eyes and secures it tightly so there's no chance of me peaking. I gasp as i'm suddenly airborne and he bumps me up in the same position; my legs sprayed around him, his hand cupping my sex through the thick canvas of my jeans. I struggle not to groan. My sensitive pussy is aching as his thick fingers wedge against it. "Oh, you smell so good, Eden." I growls deeply obviously titillated by the fact.

"You can smell me?" I whisper, scared what anything louder would give away the overpowering lust that is charging through me.

He chuckles softly and his hot breath caresses the shell of my ear. "You're still damp from cumming, it makes your smell more intense." I feel my nipples harden as I reign the delicious shiver that was desperate to explode in. Then wonder why I am. If I flirt a bit maybe he will take the hint I've changed my mind.

"Do you like it?" I ask trying to sound seductive but it comes out as shy. Wow, you'd think after all I've done tonight I would be able to flirt a bit better.

"Of course." He shifts me slightly and I feel his hard cock against my jeans. "Can't you tell.?" Oh, I can tell! Fuck, is he big. I can't help imagining him sinking it into my more kinkier hole.

Can I really do that? Have actual sex with someone else? Not touching or licking but actual penetrative sex? Because I know that's what I want from Serg. Ever since he first mentioned it sprawled out on my sofa i've been having little fantasies about it.

Bit what if it turns out Ethan does mind? What if he's just been saying he doesn't mind because he thinks he shouldn't mind? "Ethan won't be angry will he?" I spurt. Serg will tell me the truth. I hope.