Unrequited love

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Castle's P.O.V
'I don't understand.. Why is he still on my mind? He's probably not even cast me a second glance and here I am thinking of him as the most important part of my existence. Maybe if I tried talking to him.... No no no no no.. He wouldn't want someone like me. He's probably straight. Oh god here he comes..'
I lean against the wall, ignoring him.
"Oh I see. Im just too handsome for you to look at, huh Angel?" He said, winking as he stopped in front of me.
"W-what?! No, If anything you just a-are blocking my view..." I say, mentally kicking myself for stuttering. Dean looks, raising an eyebrow.
"Ah yes, that certainly is one majestic wall. I could see why you'd be staring." He chuckles, flicking my forehead before walking off. I growl quietly, ignoring the blush on my cheeks. 'That assbutt.. He doesn't even know what he does to me...
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~Le time skip: 2 weeks~

'As it turns out, Sam needs Dean's room for some stupid reason and now the damn hunter is staying in my room. WHY.. WHY HAVE YOU DONE THIS TO ME, FATHER?!' I lay on the bed, groaning and wrapping up in the covers. 'I guess I can't dodge telling him this.. It might be time to open up.' And with perfect goddamn timing, Dean strolls in, looking as perfectly gorgeous as ever.
"Oh, so that's where the moans were coming from. Do I need to give you some privacy, buddy~?" He teases, setting his stuff down.
"Oh, go blow it out of your ass, Dean.." I say, hiding my red face from him. He chuckles and sits down, cleaning his gun. 'Oh fuck.. Okay.... ITS TIME BITCHES.'
"H-hey.. Dean?" He looks over at me, confused as to why my face was red.
"Hey, listen, I was just kidding. I didn't mean to bother you, Angel." He said, looking concerned.
"No.. It's not that. I need to tell you something important.." I look down, taking a deep breath before continuing.
"I-I... I love you, okay? I don't know what it is about you but I can't help it. I can't get you off of my mind or out of my heart. I pray everyday that you come home safe if I'm not with you.. It makes me insanely jealous when I see you flirt with anyone and it shouldn't... But I love you and I couldn't keep it in anymore." I blurt out, feeling a huge weight lift off of me.

Dean looks surprised and shakes his head, walking over and sitting beside me.
"Cas.. Listen, you're a great guy and I love you too. But I just don't see you that way. You're like one of my closest friends and I'd trust you with my life." He says, my eyes starting to fill with tears.
"And I don't want you to be upset about this and never get over it. I want you to move on and find someone worth your time who will treat as good as you deserve. But I'm not that person and I'm sorry that I can't be.. I just... I'm going back to my room.. Bye Castiel." He says, picking up his things.
"Dean, wait!.. Please... I'm so sorry.." I say, tears spilling over as the door shuts. I sob, ignoring everything else around me.
'I should've known he'd never want me and now I've lost him for good..'









Me: ....So.. I updated.. It may not be too good but I was also rushed by a smol rat. But, yeah. Its sad, I know but I do not care whatsoever. Sorry Cas.
Castiel: Fuck you. And Dean, you ever reject me and I'm killing you myself. Got it?
Dean: Of course, Angel. Thanks, Author.. Good job. *flips me off*
Me: FIGHT ME HOE. I WILL KILL YOU IN EVERY CHAPTE-*Is carried away by Sam, still shouting*
Gabriel: Wow. Anyways, she might be busy but she will update later as well. Got a smexy surprise for you motherfuckers~ *wink wink*
Dean: Oh hell yeah! Am I getting laid?
Castiel: *glares at him*
Dean: Never mind. *looks away from Cas' death glare*
Gabriel: I don't know. We could be having an orgy or some shit.
Me: *appears out of nowhere* QUIT TELLING PEOPLE SHIT, GABRIEL. *grabs him, dragging him off*
Gabriel: SAM. DELETE MY PHONE HISTORY.
Castiel: Im guessing this is goodbye???
Dean: yep. Bya-
Me, shouting in the distance: MY LOVELY MOTHERFUCKERS~

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⏰ Last updated: Nov 22, 2017 ⏰

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