Date: 9/26/17
Time: 5:22 p.m
I have always seemed happy from the start but that was always a mask but it worked most of the time. I have tried to make my family happy but they never truly were or that's what I see. I have always been like forgotten in the family like I am invisible or a shadow to them.
I had always had this type of pain in my hart I never knew why. I always had death in mind and wanted to run away most of the time.
When I was smaller I thought everyone had this pain to and it was normal but then I thought many it's not. I have always been sad and even my family does not know about it. Everything I have told you is all a secret that no one knows about. And I keep it all locked up inside of me then later I will become a crying mess.
