So Lost...

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MADISONS'S Pov:

Im crying my eyes out. How could I be so heartless? He loved me. I can tell he truly did. I took his love for granted Me and Calum could of been something. My teenage years should not be spent on worrying about relationship when it all leads to heartbreak. Maybe it's not always about trying to fix something maybe it's about getting up and moving on to something better. I hope I gave him enough to remember me. I really did. I really did love him. I have this fear that if I give all my love in a relationships.I will be left heartbroken like my past relationship with other guys. I dont want that. But now I feel so guilty for playing with his heart. I dont know what I feel right now. I wiped my tears and decided to forget about what was said and done. Sometimes it's easier to forget then admit it's killing me. I sent him a voicemail saying "I know I was wrong..Im sorry"

Calum's Pov

She was sorry. So was I. I didn't care, I need to let her go. But I don't know...Whatever happens. I left Michelle's house she said I could stay at her house for the night I said yea. I walked.to a cheap old rustic bar where you see older guys and hookers at. I bought a couple of drinks. I was drunk as hell. A lady I couldn't see tell who she was but she was taking me to a car or some truck. All I remember is falling and staggering around in a parking lot with the lady's hand on my arm. She pushed me into the front of the car. I saw the woman's face she looked like a younger version of my grandma. She was very pretty. "Calum, What are you doing in a goddam bar?" , she yelled. " What?",I said. "Calum. It's me. Your mom. Samantha." She said. "How the hell you know I was there?",I said. "Don't know." She said. "Exact same thing you said to grandma when you left me at her house for last four years. Let me out this car.",I said. My head hit the window. My mom had laughed and patted my head. She smelled like outdoors mixed with perfume like my grandma. She wasn't completely there for me but I felt close to her. Finally she was there for something. "You remind me of your father.", She said as she rubbed my shoulder. I fell asleep in her car not knowing were the hell she was taking me.

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