I thought an awful lot about Ashton in the past few weeks. We had becme closer than ever before. I sat with him at lunch and we just opened up to each other.
"Okay so, have you found a girl that you like yet?" I asked Ashton.
"Well there is this one girl, but I dont know if he would feel the same way."
"Well, you should just ask her to go on a date with you! Whats the worst that could happen?" I bit my lip becuase i had formed feeling for Ashton but he obviously didnt feel the same way about me.
"Maybe." he said chewing on the inide of his cheek.
I took Ashtons phone and put my phone number in his contacts with a cute emoji next to my name.
"What are you doing!" he said laughing.
"I think its time we get a bit more erious in this friendship of ours."
"I think you're right!" Ashton smiled.
We stared at each other for a while.
"Will you go on a date with me?" Ashton asked me shyly.
"Depends, am I the girl you have a crush on?"
"Obviously"
"Well Mr.Irwin, I would be more than happy to go on a date with you."
He bit his lip while smiling.
"Its great to know someone who understands what im going through."
"Indeed" and i meant it, not only is Ashton someone I can talk to about my past, but hes also really really cute. He asked me on a date. No one else saw intrest in him except me. Maybe the fact that he used to cut make me more attracted to him.
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"Whats your story?" Ashton asked. We had gone out to a cute frozen yogurt place.
"Im Teegan Rose, Im 17, I was diagnosed with depression in 3rd grade because I 'ate my feelings away'. In 4th grade i would burn myself, 5th grade I did drugs and alcohol, 6-7th grade was cutting and self harming, that year was the year i attempted suicide. I got sent to a mental institution in 8th grade and I havent cut or thought about suicide ever since. How Im popular? I have no idea. I hate being labeled 'popular'. My high school expierence has been pretty cliche." I finished to find Ashton staring at me like i was the most beautiful thing ever.
"You are so beautiful." Ashton whispered.
I smiled at him. He leaned towards me. I rested my hands on his chest. Our lips almost touched. He whispered "dont break tonight" and before i knew it, his lips were crashed down on mine. Our lips melted perfectly together. Like we were meant to be. I know Ive only known Ashton for about a month but it felt much longer. When we pulled apart he smiled at me and I smiled back.
"I wont." i whispered.
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"Exactly where were you?" my mom scowled at me.
"I was with a friend from school. It was no big deal mom calm down!"
"Im not just going to 'calm down' you were out past kurfew god only knows what you were doing! Oh sweetheart im only doing this because I care about you."
"I know mom but dont worry i didnt do anything too bad."
"Whats that supposed to mean?!" my mom laughed
"Well there's this new kid, his name is Ashton and he is gorgeous. We have been friends for about a month now. He asked me on a date today at school and he took me out for fro-yo. We shared our suicidal past with each other. And he kised me" i quickly expained to my mom.
"You told him you cut?" my mom narrowed my eyes down at me.
"Yeah but he did too so its okay mom. He understands me."
"I understand sweetie but I just dont want yoou going around telling everyone."
"Mom not even Gemma knows! Just you and Ashton."
"Well i would love to meet this Ashton kid someday."
"Maybe one day he can come over for dinner?" I suggested.
"Definetely. Now off to bed you have school tomorrow." I cringed at my mom and stomped upstairs. I pulled my pajamas on and slipped into my bed as the events earlier this evening flooded through my mind. My thoughts got interrupted by a tapping at my window. I opened it to see Ashton throwing rocks at my window.
"You are so cliche. Come up here."
Without hesitating Ashton was in my bedroom. He walked towards me and left trails of kisses down my neck.
"I missed you." he mumbled.
"Its only been an hour ince you saw me."
He kissed my jawline and I moaned. I bit the skin on his neck causing him to moan my name. I liked this Ashton. He threw me on my bed and brought his soft lips to mine. He put his hands on my back and bit my neck.
"I was just making sure you didnt break."
"Trust me, I dont think I will be anytime soon" I sucked this skin on Ashtons neck causing him to moan.
"God, you are so beautiful."
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NO THEY DIDNT FRICKLE FRACKLE THEY JUST MADE OUT.
I REALLY WANT AN ASHTON IRWIN OF MY OWN
GOODNIGHT
