Chapter 4
-Two Months Later, In Perth (Troye’s POV)-
It has been two months since playlist live and since I sort of asked Kaylor to be my girlfriend. Well, as you can imagine we are no longer together. The whole thing was rushed and after we got home, we realized how dumb we were. We barely knew each other, and we rushed into a commitment. We decided that we shouldn’t date but simply be friend’s and get to know each other like friends. Then, maybe someday, we can be together. I still have feelings for her, and yes I do love her. Every day that we talk I fall more in love with her. Of course I don’t tell her that, but I really do love. We talk almost every day as much as we can. Since the time difference is approximately 15 hours, it’s hard as you can imagine. We make it work though, I stay up late, she gets up early, she stays up late, I get up early. We text, facetime, skype, call, and we even write letters to each other. As if she read my mind, she texted me.
Goodmorning Troye. Only four more days and you’re here! I can’t wait to see you. You’re still staying at my house right?
It’s true. I leave tomorrow actually, but since the plane rides are so long and I have two long layovers, I will be there in about three days my time. It’s kind of hard to keep track because I am just waking up, and she just got off work.
I type back to her
How was work? I can’t wait to be there and see you either. I am still staying with you if that’s okay.
Work was, you know work. I went shopping afterwards though, so you know what that means! New haul video!! Yup! You are more than welcome to stay here. I got the extra bed all ready for you!
I laugh slightly at her text. She always did these haul videos where she shows what she got from stores, and how much it was and where she got it. Apparently it’s a video most ‘beauty guru’s’ do every time they go shopping or purchase a lot of things worth showing. I thought it was kind of ridiculous but that’s what her viewers like, so I watched them as well.
-Three days later in Los Angeles, (KK’s POV)-
“Hey guys! So todays the day that Troye gets here! I am super excited to see him since I haven’t since playlist live. Well, I got to go to the airport to pick him up. See you there!” I spoke into my vlogging camera. Recently, I got into doing vlogs and I love them. They are basically just short videos about my day and such. I bring my camera with me everywhere to share my day with my viewers so they get a look into my life. After shutting my camera, I quickly check the time. Holy shit! I am late. I run through the house, grab my keys and slam the door.
When I arrive to the airport I pull my piece of paper out of my purse that reads “Troye Sivan.” I stand at the bottom of the escalators waiting for him, when I feel a tap on my shoulder. I turn around and to my surprise it’s Troye.
He swiftly pulls me into a hug before I can even say anything. I pull away from the hug to say, “I missed you.” Then, we hug again but this time it feels different. More… passionate? As we pull apart from our embrace, Troye smiles at me before once again pulling me in to him so he can kiss me. I don’t really know why he did that. Tons of his fans, my fans, are here and Troye and I aren’t even together officially.
As I pull away from the surprise kiss, we are surrounded by fans. All of them have their phones out, and are cooing over what just happened. We scurry out of the airport, so we can just be alone. By this time I had figured out why he had kissed me, because we are a thing and he’s wanted to do that for two months. I mean, so have I, but the kiss really surprised me.
When we reach my house we film the rest of my vlog, before Troye takes a nap. Jetlag got the best of him. After he wakes up, he checks twitter and #Kroye is trending. What. I couldn’t help myself, I had to laugh. Our ship name makes us sound like a fish.
“Our ship name makes us sound like a fish.” He says blankly and that was too much for me. I bust out into a fit of laughter, causing him to look at me like I was crazy.
“That’s--- what- I was – thinking” I manage out breathlessly from laughing so hard. After I said that, he busted out laughing too. This is the thing I liked about Troye, we would laugh about the most ridiculous things and couldn’t be bothered by it.
“We should film a video for youtube. Something ridiculous like the boyfriend tag just to spark up more of our fishy relationship.” I roll my eyes at his lame attempt at being funny.
“I’m game. We should film two though. One for both of our channels. We can film the girlfriend tag for your channel and the boyfriend tag for mine. Twitter would go nuts.” We agree and we pull out our cameras to film. I knew it was just a joke, but I really did like Troye and I couldn’t get the kiss out of my mind.
-Los Angeles (Troyes POV)-
After we film the videos, I realize how much we do know about each other. We got nearly every questions right except the crazy random ones. Filming the videos was one of the best times that I have ever had. Many times we had to stop filming because we were doubled over crying out of laughter. I knew it was joke because #Kroye was trending on twitter. All because I had to kiss her. I don’t know what I was thinking, but my emotions took over.
We hadn’t even really mentioned the kiss since it happened, but I kind of hoped we would. I really did like her. Today was only my first day here, and I already fell more in love with her. This just isn’t okay. I will be here for two more weeks, and if we don’t talk about our feelings I might go crazy. So as we are sitting on her bed, editing our videos, I decided to bring it up.
“I just wanted to say I am really sorry about what—you know—happened at the airport. With like. The kiss and everything.” I stammer out. I never really get nervous around girls, but I am so nervous around her it’s incredible. She looks up from her computer, and closes it. Oh shit.
“Don’t worry. I get it. I am kind of glad you did honestly. Mainly just so I didn’t do it.” Her eyes read compassion and understanding. She truly is beautiful. Her long highlighted hair hangs down to the small of her back. Her blue eyes sparkle in the light. Her perfect smile, reeling me in. I really can’t believe I ever even met her. I guess I can thank Tyler for that.
“Really? You were going to kiss me?” I let out a slight laughter of relief. I suddenly become more relaxed.
“Well, yeah Troye. You know that I was your biggest fangirl before we actually met. The crazy fangirl in me was going to ‘snog’ your face off, but since we were in public I restrained myself.” She laughs too, mimicking my Australian slang.
“I would have accepted the snogging as long as my face got to stay right where it’s at.” We laugh together, and then her facial expression turns serious.
“Troye… Is it weird that I still really like you? I don’t know if I can do this ‘friend’ thing.” Whoa.