Envy's Angel

death is watching

I was so tired I just soaked in the warm bath water. After what happen I had no energy to move. After, my kiss with Envy, we found Edward and that Prince. I found out that Envy was the one who started the war. It hurt me to hear that he killed a kid, but I saw that the parents of the kid were crying. Then saw that Envy had a painful look on his face.

When Envy turn into his true form, I realized that he was the one that saved me all those years ago. Then a fight started and I stayed by Envy's side. I mostly fought Ling, sword against sword. Every time Ling call Envy a monster I was filled with raged. At one point I kicked Ling in the face at the same time punching Edward in the gut. Ling had pinned me down when Envy had Edward in his mouth. The talk I had with them while Envy got the fragments that Edward told Envy to get. It was like the fight never happen.

I told them my side of the story leaving out that I had gifts and wings. When we finally got back to the real world another fight broke out. This time I stayed out of the way, when it was over Ling turn into Greed. While Envy let Edward wash up he kept me by his side. He got impatient and stormed into the shower room. I heard shouting when Envy came back his face was a little pink. I joked that he saw that not all Fullmetal parts where made out of metal. Come to find out Envy had walked in on Edward coming out of the shower. Envy dropped me off after that and went to do something.

When I was dried I put on baggy clothes and crawled in to bed. I was in the state were you can hear things going on, but you can't move or say anything, when Envy came back. I could hear him talking loudly about something. When he opens the bedroom door I hear him sigh and walked over to my side of the bed. He shocked me, and I thought I said let me sleep. Envy let out a heavy sigh and sat against my night stand watching me sleep.

"How," he said, "How are you in love with me? I started the Ishvalan War. I killed people. You even told me that you know that I killed Hughes. Yet, you ran to me in my true form than to the two brats. You even fought for me..." he sighs again with a groan.

"Envy," I said trying my hardest to wake up, but my body felt heavy as lead.

"Did I wake you," he sounded annoyed.

"No," I could hardly hold my head up and keep my eyes open.

"You should go back to sleep."

"No," I sat up looking at him the best I could, "What is the matter?"

"Nothing," he shouted, "How could you love me when I'm a monster!"

"You're not a monster Envy," I shouted back, "I know a monster when I see one! And I don't see one now!

"Shut Up! You should be scared of me, not in love with me!"

"Yet, I am!"

"Just because we kiss, you fell in love with me!"

"No! I had feeling for you before you kissed me Envy! I used all my money on the books I got you. I try my hardest to cook you, food that will make you happy."

"Why," he mutters as he stood up, "Why do you for me?"

I looked away. How could I tell him that I see pain in his eyes. Pain of envy, the pain of wanting something that he could never have. I know that pain to well. I sighed making my eyes heavy. Envy saw me yawning and sat next to me on the bed. With out words I know he told me to sleep and I went back to sleep. Later that week I took Envy to unground fight club. Where the old timers welcomed him like an old friend.

The old-timers were the kind of men that looks like they can kill you without much work. But, they are the nice men you could have ever met. Yet they can put you in your spot. I watch Envy, as he went a couple of fights and loved it. As it of later at night I felt something evil watching us. I know Pride can't get past my wall. So why do I feel death near me? I turn around to get some water and saw her standing at the bar watching me as if she was death itself.