God, or whatever you want to be called,
Are you really there?
Are you always watching and listening as they say you do?
Do you watch what I do?
What I say or think?
If you do, you know I do nothing on purpose.
What is my purpose? What is my goal?
I'm constantly spinning round and round, trying to find what you have planned for me.
Do you have anything planned for me? Am I just wasting my life?
I find myself thinking constantly what could happen I never think of what will happen.
God, if you're listening, please show me what to do. I am so helpless without you.
