You are still in my thoughts,
Even after I said, “Goodbye.”
What I really wanted was to reach out and say, “Hi.”
After the words we exchanged just caused more pain;
After everything that happened, I can't seem to move.
Every night I fight with my mind.
I say, “Move on!”
Yet my heart says, “Come on!”
I'm left begging on my knees,
Praying to have you back with me.
I caused all this shame, I deserve to live this way.
The only thing I can say now,
“Forgive me,
somehow,
someway.”
