All your fault

Anger Issues

I didn't message him back that night.

I was too scared to.

How the hell did he get my number.

I'm so careful about who i give it to!

I'm scared everywhere i go.

I cannot help it.

Today in going to fake being sick so i don't have to go to school.

I really don't want to risk running into the creep again.

I get my act together as i walk down stairs with a glum look in my face and sort of drag my feet instead of actually lifting them to walk.

I walk into the kitchen and see my mum and dad.

"Mum I'm si-"

"Oh cut it out. You are a very bad actress. You are going to school Missy." She cut me off, but i decide to keep trying to persuade them.

I was not going to give in so easy.

"No mum really. I feel like I'm going to throw up!" I whine and she just rolled her eyes.

"Ok well if that is the case then if you throw up at school, get the office lady to ring me and ill come and get you." She smirks.

"Uh fine then!" I yell and storm to my room. I'm so temper mental.

I get ready to leave and start walking.

Now when i walk i got the twenty five minute way so i don't have to walk passed the corner shop because James seems to know the route i use to take.

Now walking down a narrow street i see the entrance of the school and make a break for it.

Once i reach it i run inside and smother myself in the crowd.

Yes, i know. I'm very paranoid i really do think the precautions I'm taking are necessary.

During recess and lunch Alice was trying to talk to me but i wasn't really listening.

I just kept hearing words like "It happened again" and "I don't know how much longer I can take" but i wasn't really taking them in. I just nodded and grunted.

By the end of the day my neck started to ache from the constant looking around.

I was daydreaming when i looked around and saw that everyone in the classroom must have left.

There was only the teacher there unsure how to approach me.

"Umm Ella?" He asked me from a distance.

"Yes?" I answered politely.

"The bell has gone. You can go home now." He said again in his unsure voice.

"Oh, ok." I told him and left the classroom. I think i might have creeped him out a bit with my distant behaviour.

I made my way to my locker and swapped my books for my bag and made my way outside.

I sighed heavily as i looked towards the gate that i would surely have to exit.

I tried leaving as late as possible maybe to throw James off my normal routine.

Maybe he would think i left super early and he missed me.

It was about four o'clock when i started walking.

I decided that i may as well take the shorter route as there was only the tiniest possibility of him actually being at the corner shop.

Sure enough as i made it to the corner shop he wasn't there.