All your fault

Best friend?

After the events of last night i am way too scared too come out of my room.

I've only just woken up. I pretended as if my alarm didn't go off so i don't have to go to school.

Its currently 11am and i still don't plan on coming out. All of a sudden mum bursts in my room.

"Oh." She yelps. "You scared the crap out of me. Why are you still here? I thought you just left early so i didn't see you." She questions.

"My alarm didn't go off so i guess i slept in." I told her in a fake sleepy voice.

"Oh." She said as if she doesn't believe me. "Want to tell me whats going on Ella?"

"No." I said a little too quickly.

"Why are you trying to skip school?" She accused.

"MUM?! I'm not trying to skip school! i accidentally slept in!" I yell.

"Fine, if your not going to tell me then that's your choice. but i want to at school tomorrow. No exceptions." She demands.

"No." I tell her bluntly and stand from my bed.

"Excuse me?" She said to me in disbelief.

"I said no. I'm not going. I don't want to go to school anymore." I huffed.

"I don't care what you want to do. You father and i are paying for you to get an education and i expect you go there to get it." She frowns at my disobedience.

"I don't care. I'm not going. You cant make me." I said as the words come out, once again, as blunt as a spanner.

She was calm and collected about three seconds ago and i saw something in her eyes snap.

Mum doesn't get angry over time shes calm,calm, calm, then SNAP she will tear your head off.

"YOU ARE GOING TO SCHOOL WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT! HOW DARE YOU! I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON MISSY BUT I WILL FIND OUT! YOU ARE GOING TO SCHOOL AND THAT'S THAT! YOU DO WHAT YOUR TOLD OR YOU MOVE OUT! IS THAT CLEAR?" She yells at me and finish's her little rant.

She doesn't rant often either but when she does you better hope your not in the room.

"You done?" I question with a smirk on my face. She just snickers as i continue. "Ill go to school on one condition.

"And what might that be?"

"You or dad have to drive me too and from school every day?" I demand.

"You are so lazy Ella, and we cant because we have work and you know that." She lifts an eyebrow as she is calm again.

"Whatever." I mumble. I sat back down on my bed and get comfy again.

"Also you might want to be careful about not going to school regularly. I know for a fact that you havnt been talking to Alice lately and your her only friend. You, of all people, should know how unstable she is. Just be careful Ella is all I'm asking." She said and walks out of the room, closing my door.

I thought about what she said for a moment. Yes i haven't been talking or seeing Alice lately.

Usually im the only string holding her in her life and now I'm disappearing. I better reattach myself before her fragile puppet falls completely.

For the rest of the day i just laid there and tried not to think of the huge white wolf i had seen the night before.

It really was a terrifying creature.

Before i knew it, it was already 10 o'clock and i decided to go to sleep because i got bored.

'BEEP BEEP BEEP' my alarm clock screams at me. I slam my hand on it and fall out of bed hitting my face on the floor.

i groan and get ready for school.

I tried to stall getting ready but mum hurried me along.

She said she would drive me this one time and i thanked her desperately.

I think she thinks I'm just lazy, but either way i can avoid James.

The ride to school was kind of depressing but when i finally made it there i ran to the front gates.

I was going to talk to Alice and keep her going for another day. I feel bad that i haven't been there for her lately, so i want to fix it.

As i made my way through the iron gates i see Alice waiting for me about 50 metres away on some concrete steps.

I make a beeline for her right before i see a boy block my view from her. He walks up to me, and he is beautiful.

He has shaggy blonde hair and chocolate eyes. Also very toned but the scary thing was that he had a deadly look in his eyes.

He comes so close to me that i felt really uncomfortable.

"Come with me." He muttered in my ear as if it were a threat.

"What? No." I hiss back. He stares his deadly eyes into mine and i gulp a little before complying.

He grabbed hold of my upper arm just to make sure i didn't get away. Just before he turned me back before the gates he moved and was no longer blocking my view of Alice. She looked as if she were hurt.

I thought about how this must of looked, i had blown her off for some guy.

I saw tears in her eyes as she walked off in the opposite direction.

I went to run after her but was tugged back by the Strong boy behind me.

"I need to go after her." I plead.

"No. I need to talk to you. It cant wait." He grumbled and led me a few 100 meters away from the school grounds.

"What do you want idiot." I hissed.

"Do you know who the fuck i am?!" He threatened.

"No i do not and quite frankly i do not care." I snapped.

"Well I'm James best friend and you fucked with the wrong person." He spat.

"What the fuck are you talking about?!" I said wide-eyed.

"You absolutely tore his heart out you bitch."

"HE WAS STALKING ME! What did you want me to do? Fucking marry him?!" I yelled.

"That would have been good." He mumbled.

"And beside from that hes a fucking monster. He turned into a dog! a HUGE dog!" I exclaimed.

"You are meant to be his mate. Why did he have to have a little bitch like you as a mate?!" He spat, although i had no idea what he was talking about.

"I don't know what your talking about." I whimpered as all of my courage had left me.

"Yes you do. You his fucking mate and you broke his heart! He is so fucking depressed he doesn't even want to be here. He doesn't think he is worthy to be alpha!"

"I don't understand what you mean." I started to cry. He scared the shit out of me. He was so intimidating. He stood over me and said

"I had to step in. You lucky i don't just kill you right now. You deserve nothing better." I silently cry a little more as he said this.

"You know James means allot to me. And your hurting him. He is my family. Don't do this." He sighs and walked off, and i swear i saw a tear run down his cheek.

I didn't know what to think.

So i ran home. I ran as fast as i could. I could feeling the depression seeping through the cracks in my stable mind.

Why did my life have to be like this.

I need help.

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Sorry its kind of a short chapter but i have exams coming up and stuff. I've just been really busy.

Anyway as the usual I'm BEGGING you for feedback.

Also if you could share the book that would be great. It would give me allot more determination to update more often.

-Tupents