Closer To You ~ Cockles

Chapter 3 - A Special Word

Jared looked taken back as he closed the door and guided Misha to sit on the couch." What happened Misha?."

He took a deep breath and fiddled with his thumbs before he told Jared everything.After what seemed like hours Misha looked up and nervously stared into Jared's eyes.

Jared sighed as he rubbed his eyes.
" Man this is fucked up. So you slept with Jensen and you told him it was a one night stand but in reality you are deeply, truly, madly in love with him?."

Misha bit his lip and nodded." He's my friend Jared and if he thinks that what we did was a mistake, then i'm not going to tell him i love him."

" You do know you guys are doing a sex scene tomorrow right?."Misha's eyes widened as he just stared at the man next to him." I thought that wasn't until Friday!."

" Yeah well we finished shooting the other scenes so now all that is left is yours and Jensen's."Misha shook his head and nervously ran his fingers through his hair.

He couldn't even be around Jensen without acting like a teenage girl. Soon the director came and called them to get there makeup done and put on there costumes before they started filming.

They finished shooting in just under three hours so Jared took Misha out for lunch.They went to this small diner which hardly anyone went to so they wouldnt get recognised by crazy obsessed fans.

When they walked in there was a old couple,two drunk guys and a business man all scattered around the tiny diner.

Misha and Jared sat in a booth and quickly scanned the menu." So what do you want Mish?." Misha had to force himself not to say Jensen as he picked his order.

" Just a cheeseburger and coke. I can pay for mine Y'Know?."

" Its cool just call it an early birthday present." Jared laughed softly as he called the waitress over to take there orders.Misha just smiled and shook his head as the waitress scuttled away into the kitchen.

" Listen i like Danneel and all but you're my best friend Misha. I want you to be happy and i know you're only happy when you're with Jensen."

Misha blushed slightly as his phone buzzed and quickly pulled it out to see he had a text from Jensen." Speak of the devil." Misha mumbled before he opened the message and couldn't stop smiling.

" What we did wasn't a mistake.

I liked it.

I /like/ You Misha."

Jared leaned over before he grabbed the phone out of Misha's hand and awed.Misha tried to grab it back but Jared was quickly typing away.

He pressed a button and gave Misha a wicked smile before he handed him his phone back.Misha froze as he read the text Jared had sent to Jensen.

"I /like/ You a lot too Jensen.

Come round to my house at ten."

~

An hour later Misha drove back to his house on edge.Jensen liked him back.
This wasn't real.He made sure his house looked tidy even though his cleaner had done it earlier.

He put his iPod on shuffle and ordered a pizza just as the doorbell rang.Misha ran over and nearly tripped over his own feet as he opened the door.

Jensen was stood there looking like a rock god in his black skinny pants,a rather tight fitting shirt and a jacket that looked remarkably similar to Dean Winchesters.

He gave Misha a peck on the cheek before he walked in and smiled at the other man.Misha blushed slightly and locked the door before he turned around and his lips crashed against Jensen's.

He whimpered as he was pushed against the door by the other man and held Jensen's waist.This was so different to there first drunken time.
This time each kiss was filled with love and passion.

"A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb."

Misha was the first to break the kiss as guilt washed over him." J - Jay what about Danneel?." Jensen sighed as he pulled away and looked down.

"Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last."

" I was kind of hoping for this to be our secret?.I still love her Mish and i cant lose her."

Misha bit his lip as he felt his heart get heavier but if he had to share Jensen just to be with him then that was what he'd have to do.Misha nodded as he grabbed Jensen's shirt before he pushed him against the couch.

Jensen laughed as he started kissing Misha's neck over and over." So is that a yes Misha?."

" Of course Jay."

"And though at times a thread may break,
A new one forms in its wake.
To bind us closer and keep us strong,
In a special world, where we belong."