Keeping my distance, for I know being near you makes me weak.
It makes me do stupid things I never thought I could;
If only I could, I would.
The more near I am, the more you see me naked.
With every truth I bared, with everything I let you see.
I've let you in, let you wandered;
With everything I am: mind, body, and soul.
Did you saw them?
The scars you've left behind.
The wounds time can never heal.
Did you saw them?
The pain, agony, and misery you've left.
Do you remember?
The promises and the life you gave me.
You should be my hope yet you became my downfall; my biggest nightmare.
In those times when your words should comfort me; they became sharp as knives, ready to kill me with every word you say.
