The night before the NMAT, I can't eat and sleep anxiety is hugging me the night before and during the NMAT. I was so scared I'm gonna screw it up, at the end I really screw it up.
Yesterday, is not a so good day I received my NMAT score and guess what, I failed. Not failed failed its just too low. Maybe Med school is really not for me. But I can't imagine my self in any other work. I REALLY WANT TO BE A DOCTOR. So I need to retake.
I'm feeling so low yesterday but I can't act like that in the front of my friends. It's better that they think I'm fine.
