Too Much To Handle [BTSxReader]

¹⁷☈ - 𝐨𝐡 𝐧𝐨.

It has been a whole week. With EXO. And not a word to BTS. Sometimes you glanced at them and sometimes they glanced at you. It was really awkward, especially in class. You had to sit next to them almost all the time. 

You and Taehyung sometimes said hi, and Jungkook was... okay.... 

But it was Jimin who was the weirdest. He smiled at you sometimes, he looked sad at you sometimes, and he would look angry at you sometimes. You didn't understand. 

It was like he missed you but didn't want to be with you. That really doesn't make sense. 

Anyway, you were actually cleaning your locker for once and organized your school books. You were just about to head to class, but a very unhappy Jackson stomped his way to you. 

"Y/n! Why do you always ignore me!?" he shouted.

You didn't really know what to say. "I was.... busy," you said making up an excuse. But of course he wouldn't fall for that. 

"BUSY!?" he shouted, making your eardrums burst. "You spend so much time with EXO! The weird thing is, our group and EXO came the exact same time, so why did you choose them!?" 

"Probably because they don't shout at me," you said, trying to push last through him. But he made almost impossible.

He then whispered, "Can you at least hang out with us from time to time? BamBam misses you." 

It actually took you a few seconds to realize who BamBam was. When you did remember, you said, "Fine, but I only have time during lunch or after school. Which one?" 

"Both!" he said, excited. 

You shrugged and pushed your way through. 

~Time Skip (Lunchroom)

You walked to the cafeteria, nearing the loud noises of students talking away. You entered through the doorway, and as soon as you spotted Got7, you were reminded that you had to sit with them. You wondered what EXO would think. 

You didn't want to cause any misunderstandings, so you went to EXO's table, wanting to explain that you would be absent from their usual talks. 

"Hey," you said to all the boys. 

"Hi!" they said, and Baekhyun moved ober do you could have your normal spot. 

"Actually, guys, I'll be sitting at another table today, so do you mind? I have to sit with Got7 to fix a problem," you said. You kind of put a little white lie at the end but at least they would think there was actually a reason than to just hang out with Got7. 

Chen and Baekhyun slowly nodded but they seemed disappointed. 

You also nodded slowly and backed away, then fully turning around so that you could walk over to Got7's table. 

When you were there, BamBam looked at you with widened eyes. "What are you doing here?" he said, hope filling his voice. 

"To hang out with you guys... Didn't Jackson tell you?" you said, looking at Jackson. He smiled and wiggled his eyebrows.

"Really!?" BamBam shouted. He forced Mark, who was sitting next to him, to move, so that you could squeeze in. 

You smiled and tried to fit in between the two boys. They both had their shoulders touching yours, resulting your face to turn crimson red. "Could you guys scoot a little more," you said quietly. 

Mark moved over and gave you enough space, relieving you from the awkward tension. 

"So," Jackson said, "Do you still remember our names?" 

You looked around the table to see the other's faces. "Some," you said. 

"Who?" Jackson asked. 

"You, Mark, BamBam, Jinyoung and Youngjae," you said, looking at the people you didn't know the names of.

The two boys looked away in sadness. "Sorry," you mumbled, looking at them. 

Jackson laughed and said, "That's Yugyeom and Jaebum, also known as JB." 

You slowly nodded as Jackson pointed at each one. They both smiled and nodded at you.

"Yugyeom's the youngest," Jinyoung said.

"He looks older than you," you said to Jinyoung, who was looking at you with a face. You smirked.

You guys and Got7 talked a lot, but it turns out, you guys only talked for seven minutes.

You were just about to tell a joke, but many of the members' heads turned to your way. But not to you. Something behind you.

You felt a hand rest on your shoulder. You turned around and looked up, only to see Jimin. He put his hand on your wrist and said, "Come on," pulling you away from Got7.

Before Got7 could fully react, you were gone, and pulled away into the hallways. You pulled off Jimin's hand when you saw the other six boys before you. "What?" You said, looking at them seriously.

"Really? The only words you can say are 'What?'" Jimin said, looking betrayed.

"Well, I don't know what's going on!" You shouted. "I was in a middle of a conversation!" 

Suga scoffed. "They matter more than us? Just when those groups came, you forgot all about us. It's like you don't know us anymore!" 

You looked down. "Why is this important? Why am I important to you guys? I didn't do anything to make you guys my friends. You guys forced yourselves onto me!" 

Jungkook's eyes widened. He looked away so he could wipe away a few tears. 

Jimin looked as if he was about to cry too. But he didn't. "We... wanted you to be our friend, since you seemed nice." 

You looked down for a while, but after thinking a little bit, you burst out on them. 

"What do you mean 'nice'!? You guys probably became my friend because I had no friends! You guys just pitied me because I was bullied! You guys thought it would be easier because I had no friends, and you guys could easily approach me!" 

Suga looked down at the floor, but he did burst too. "WHAT DO YOU MEAN!? WE WERE YOUR FRIENDS EVEN BEFORE WE KNEW YOU WERE BULLIED." 

V, Jungkook, Jin, Rap Monster and J-Hope stood there, quiet and sad. You gulped and breathed in heavily. 

You wanted to fight back, but you felt like this was the end. You stood there, about to leave, but when the bell rang, students flooded the hallways pushing you right into a locker, banging your head hard. You slumped down to the floor. Your eyes closed.

BTS witnessed everything. V ran to you and pushed through the crowd. After a few seconds, the hallways were a bit more empty, and it was easier to get to you. 

V shook you trying to wake you up. The others ran to you too, and the only thing they could really do was to bring you to the infirmary once again. Suga looked at you, not wanting to shed a tear. He shook his head and thought you would be alright. You have gotten through this before once, so he assumed you'd be fine. 

But, damn, he was wrong.

You lay in bed, with Jungkook right next to you. In his head, he thought, y/n... please... please wake up.

The other members were sitting nearby, missing class time.

To his surprise, your eyes fluttered open.

"Y/N!" he shouted, and all the other members dashed over to you. 

You looked up at the boys. You then said,

"Who?"