THE TATTOO // BNIOR {COMPLETE}

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JINYOUNG POV

For the rest of the day everything went well, surprisingly I didn't see Jaebutt at all. I saw his other friends though but they didn't seem to bother anyone today, well duh their leader isn't here.

Dylan: Hey Jinyoung.. have you see Jaebum?

Me: Why are you asking me where YOUR leader is? I don't talk to him... well I do but I don't care what he does so I wouldn't know where he is.

Dylan: Ugh okay, I just wanted to know if by any chance you did, you didn't have to give some little lecture about you not liking him.

He walks away and I keep making my way to the exit to meet up with Youngjae. Suddenly, I notice something STRANGE..... Im Jaebum is having a conversation with Youngjae MY best friend.

Me: Un excuse me? Am I like, preventing a World War 3 from occuring? Why are you here talking to MY best friend?

Jaebum: Listen, calm the fuck down first of all little bitch and second what? Does he not have the right to talk to whoever he wants to?

I start mocking the way he talks when he grabs my wrist swiftly and drags me away. I turn back to Youngjae and see Jaebums friends standing near him now.

What the fuck?

Me: LET GO OF ME YOU FILTY LITTLE SHIT!

I struggled and struggled but it was useless, Jaebum was way too stronger than me. I resorted to my last option.. my acting.

Me: p-please you're hur-urting me... Jaeb-bum pleasee

I slowly start to "cry" and softly hold onto his arm to try to stand the pain. He turns back to look at me and loosens his grip on my wrist.

Jaebum: I'm sorry I just... I need you to come with me

Me: And you have a perfectly functioning mouth that can say "Jinyoung, can you please follow me?"

Jaebum: Ha... as if you'd follow me... even if I were to beg on my knees you wouldn't

Me: Yeah, you got a point there... but what? Why do you want me following you?

Jaebum: I'll let go of you but follow me.. okay?

I look down and slowly nod, as he slowly let's fully go... I run. Run as fast as I-... can...
Jaebum grabs me, turns me around and picks me up throwing me onto his shoulder.

Me: Jaebum! Put me down! NOW!

I gave up after 10 minuets.

We ended up in a familiar place... his house.

Me: Um.. why are we here?

He puts me down and grabs my wrist again leading me into the house and up to his bedroom.

Me: Please don't rape me... I don't want to lose my virginity to an asshole like you

He just looks at me from head to toe, I couldn't deny the fact that I feel quite uncomfortable but... why am I blushing by the way he's looking at me?

Me: Can you just tell me what you want? I really want to get out of he-

He then pushes me onto his bed and rips my shirt.

Me: What the fuck?! You already saw my tattoo, WHAT ELSE DO YOU WA-

He goes over and closes his blinds, making the bedroom a lot darker since the blinds are a really dark color. He then walks over to me, I can barely make out his face due to the darkness.. damn how is it so dark?? But that doesn't surprise me as much as the feeling of soft lips on mine. His arm wrapped around my waist, pulling me up more onto the big bed.

Me: J... Jaebum!

I try pushing him off me, with all my strength but he grabbed both my wrist and pinned them above my head.

Jaebum: Stop fucking struggling... I won't find my other half so... I choose you to be it

He starts kissing my neck and licking it, my body shivers at his touch.... why... why am I enjoying it?

He takes both my wrist in one of his hands and begins touching my body. The feeling of his soft hands on my skin was burning, I could feel in detail each of his fingers and his palm. I couldn't help myself anymore... I lifted his shirt and he took it off, throwing it to the other side of his bedroom. He then lifts up my shirt, and I sit up just enough for him to take it off.

He then put each of his arms on each side of my head and began kissing me again. My legs were wide open and him between them, rubbing our hard members together. I couldn't help but moan, this is obviously my first time ever doing this. This is my first time even kissing someone... why am I doing this with the guy I hate the most?

He then starts going down and unbottons my jeans along with his and pulls them both down along with our boxers. I stood there not being able to fully process what was going on.

We were now both naked, him still on top of me. He kissed me one last time until he turns me over and gets me on my knees, giving him access to me.. leaving me vulnerable. He begins kissing from my shoulder all the way down to my ass, I fell something cold get onto my entrance and then Jaebums fingers rubbing it around it.

Me: W-what is that?

Jaebum: Something that'll help you, so I won't hurt you okay, baby?

Baby.

Baby.

Im Jaebum just called me his baby.

Why am I even doing this?

WHY DO I LIKE IT?

I nod and I then fell him slowly enter me before quickly slamming in.

Me: A-AH!

He then hugs me with one arm and kisses my back.

Jaebum: I promise I'll try to be as gentle as I can.

All these things, the kissing, the touching.. having sex.... why am I doing this... with Jaebum... why am I not waiting for my soulmate?

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