Desire
"Mom I'm so over this pregnancy these babies need to come!" I whined to my mom. My back and feet was killing me. I get hella tired fast. I just can't wait to see my daughters.
"Don't rush now because when my grandbabies get here you go be the main one calling me and McKinley to come get her away for you" she joked.
I rolled my eyes as I took a seat on couch. The Ellen Show played on the tv screen as my mom sat back watching it while shopping online for god know what on her iPad.
"Mom... I think McKinley is cheating on me" I told her as I bust out in tears. She quickly looked up from her iPad.
"Oh no dear why would you think that?" She came wrapping her arms around me.
"He's been distant these last few weeks and he always comes home late" I told her. McKinley is hardly ever home now. I thought maybe it was because of his job but he's literally never home.
"Baby you gotta think positive about situations , I know McKinley would never cheat on you while our pregnant with his babies he loves you too death and we all can see it. Not once had he ever let you guys down" she rubbed my baby bump . " I knew Kenny was the one for you when he asked me can he date you before asking you" I smiled and wiped my tears.
I first met McKinley when I was a freshman in high school & he was a sophomore. We didn't start dating till my sophomore year. Even after he graduated we was still together yeah it was hard being in a relationship when the person you love is thousands of miles away for you but we made it work. Trust was key❤️. Now years later me and him our expecting our two little bundles of joy unless than 2 months.
"You right mom I should have never tho guy of that, I trust McKinley too much" I said. I felt my girls kick which made me feel a lot better.
"I'm getting tired I'm about to take a nap" I told my mom as I grabbed my phone going to my room. I got my heavy ass in the bed and turned on a Netflix show. Stranger Things. I love that show soooooo much. I picked up my phone and dialed McKinley telephone number. It rang before going to voicemail. I tried again but got the same responds to I sent him a couple of texts.
My baby💍🌎💙: babyyyy 😩
My baby💍🌎💙: me and the girls miss you so much💕👶🏽🤞🏾
My baby💍🌎💙: your probably busy but text or call me back soon😘I was officially bored and kinda sad. McKinley doesn't know that he's my world. Like I literally don't do nothing but sit and talk to him all day. I love that man too death. But I wasn't about to sit around depressed all day so imma just take my nap hopefully when I wake up he then text me back. I called back one more time this time I got an answer
"Hello....hello Baby?"
"I don't understand why we gotta continue to sneak around it's not like she gonna catch us out" I heard a female voice.
"I just don't wanna ruin nun" I heard McKinley say before the phone hung up. My heart had crushed into a million pieces. How could he? I got up from the bed going the closet we shared as started destroying everything he own including his Xbox 1.
(McKinley❤️)
Justice
I laid in the bed as John Legend all of me played on my beats pill. It was 11:30 in the morning. Today was Saturday and I was spending it with Ryan I rolled outta bed as I walked into the bathroom. I turned on the shower making sure the temperature of the water wasn't to hot or to cold. When I left the water was just right I stepped in under the spray letting the warm water hit my body. I grabbed my towel and applied soap on it. I washed my body and my hair then steps out wrapping a dry towel around me. I pulled in the blow dryer and dried my hair. I decided to leave it down today. I walked back to my room into my walk-in closet pulling out my outfit for today. I grabbed my undergarments putting them on as I did the same with my outfit. When I was dressed and ready it was 12:54. I grabbed my air Jordans 13's placing them in me feet. My phone lit up I went to grabbed it to see Ryan and my mom texted me.
Ryan💙- hurry up I'm hungry
Mom❤️🌎- don't forget 👶🏽👶🏽💕
I texted the both of them back and made my way over to Ryan's house. I have such a busy life that I don't hang with my friends as much. I really miss Celina. Especially cause she don't work at my job no more because she started going back to school to become an nurse. I was super happy when she told me that. I'm such an supportive friend. I want to see all my girls shine not just me.
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Me and Ry had just left from getting something to eat now we was at babies R us shopping around for things.
"Ooh this stroller cute and it's pink" Ryan pointed to one for the baby strollers.
"Nah I need a double stroller" I said as I begin looking for one. "Go look for clothes and shoes" I told Ryan. She walked off.
"Ooh I like this one" I found the perfect one. I picked up the heavy box putting it into the cart . When I left I had spent over $2000 dollars. I bought everything. I dropped Ryan off and before stopping at an dollar tree for some wrapping paper. I had only like 2 1/2 hours until the surprise.