Broken Love 💔

Moving on

Amir's POV

It's been over a month since I've seen my son as well as Kinyanna. I've had a lot of time to myself to think about my actions, and i realize I've been a very shitty person. What i did was beyond horrible, especially doing it in front of my son. Then there's the situation with Layla. I mean, it's not really a situation but more so an issue for me. I just want her to forgive me for what i did to her in the past. Not just for me, but for her too. I heard she has a man and i don't want her to take her issues out with me, out on the next guy. She really does deserve to be happy, even if it pains me to see her happy with someone else. At this point of my life though, I'm only interested in righting my wrongs, and getting my shit together. Mainly for my son. He needs his father and i need to be a better father to him and i better man to his mother even if we aren't together. Earlier today, i went to talk to my lawyers about putting myself on child support. I know I'm most likely not going to see my son again without the help of the courts. Kinyanna can be petty and spiteful as hell, and i honestly don't want any parts of that drama. I think it's just best if i move on and if she does the same. I look down to see my phone ringing in my lap from an unknown number so i answer it.
"Hello?"

???- "Amir are you busy? I need you." The familiar voice said

"Yo, who dis??" I ask

????- "It's me. Kinyanna!" The  voice said again.

"Man what's up? I've been calling you for the past month and you can't seem to pick up or return my calls, kin. That's fucked up man and you know it. I want to see my son.

Kinyanna- "I'm sorry Amir. I've just been trying to get my shit together and get settled in my new spot. I wanted to see if i could be without you. If i could do this all without you. I realize that i can. But i need you to be there for Kashmir. I understand now that i can't be his daddy nor do i want to be and i shouldnt have to be, and i deeply apologize for trying to push you out of his life. At this point , i just want us both to move forward and take care of our so....even if we aren't together anymore." She stated in a calm voice

"That's the thing kin. I don't want you back. We're not good for each other. What we did back then was wrong as hell and we're both reaping the karma for it. I just want to take care of my son, live my life, and be happy. And i genuinely want the same for you to ma. Just please don't take my son from me. Please." I beg.

Kinyanna- "I won't ever do it again Amir. Can you come over.... so that we can discuss this more and find a way to work this all out. Ya'know, come to a mutual agreement?" She asks.

I smile as if she could see me.

"Yeah. Yeah we can do that ma. Just txt me the address and I'm on my way. I said.

Kinyanna- "Ok. I can do that. See you in a bit Amir.

"Yeah, you too Kin." I say before hanging up.

Now that we're working on this, i think it's time i find Layla and have a talk with her so that we both can move on and be happy without the hurt of how i did her, and me not being able to let her go. Yeah. It's time to move on.