I grunt as I'm pushed into a locker yet again and this time I fall to ground everyone laughing at me, I get back up as the bell rings signaling the end of school I limp out of the school and all the way home,my parents usually get home around 12a.m so I walk in the house and go straight to my room not grabbing a snack. Im so done with this bullshit I pull out a piece of paper from my backpack along with a pencil and begin to write my suicide note to my mom and dad
"Dear Mommy and daddy,
I can't do this anymore I'm tired of waking up in the morning and getting beat up on and called names and pushed into lockers and I'm tired of uncle Zach molesting me and his son raping me telling me I'm a good girl and how much I deserve this because I'm a slut and momma and dadda I'm sorry for being a burden I'm just tired...tired of living.
I love you guys more than ever💙💜
Your daughter Quiana"
After I got dressed in some nice looking clothes and some nice looking shoes I went to grab my fav rusty fazor and sat down on my bed holding the razor
No body wants you...
No body loves you...
Why don't do us all a favor and die already...
Be a good girl and shut the fuck up...
You deserve this you slut...
It was all swirming in my mind as slit both my wrist then down my arms and up my legs, I decided to take the clothes off and run a bath water all way hot so know steam coming off, after I slit up both my legs I slit both of my breast all over and get inside the steaming hot bath the water becomes bloody instantly as I sit in the back waiting for darkness. As soon as my eyes start getting heavy I knew it was time.
As I was dying I whispered...
"I'm sorry and good bye momma and dadda💙"
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The ghost in the shadows
FantasyJeremiah Rodriguez seems like a normal 14 year old boy but he's not, you see he can see ghost, he can talk to them, he can even touch them. He's the most popular guy in school even the seniors envy him. He's not a regular jock though he's smart, kin...